How long is forever?

Here is chapter one, working on the next one, enjoy and please reveiw, this is my first fanfic.

Alice's POV

It was 6 am the day after their wedding. I was tired of laying in my useless bed, yet there was nothing to do. I walked, or as I normally do, more of a skip, down stairs. Everyone had gone hunting. I didn't, because I hunted before the wedding. I didn't want my thirst to overwhelm my memories of Edward and Bella. I walked around the kitchen, admiring the decorations that I had put up little over 24 hours ago.

I sat down as my sight went into a haze, and I saw my family and my wonderful husband coming home. The feeling of a vision has become less of a surprise to me ever since I found out the early warnings. My knees buckled for a split second and I stood or sat up strait. Once in the vision I could slump and unbuckle my knees. I saw them come home at 1 p.m. I looked at my husband jasper in the vision. How I love looking in his golden eyes.

But there was something wrong. He didn't meet my eyes. I tried hard to see them though. He usually acted like this when he had a mistake. A human hunter or camper was in the wrong place at the wrong time, and he couldn't control himself. Jazzy is still sort of sensitive to human blood, especially when he is hunting. Once I broke out of that vision I immediately searched for them now. But I scanned the entire hunt and it was flawless. This worried me. I looked ahead of when they got home so I could see what he would say when I got him alone. But I couldn't, there was something blocking the vision. Great. Wolves. But I don't think Jacob would agree to help jasper, would he? I went to grab for my phone, but remembered he was hunting. I didn't want to disturb him.

Well. What now? I'm a vampire by my self at a big house. Great. Well first I have to pick everything up. I love doing everything in hyper speed. The house was completely clean in 2 minutes. Half of me wants to watch TV. But my smarter and more attractive half is screaming to me "CHANNEL, GUCCI, COACH!" so obviously, I grab my purse and skip out to my cute little yellow porche. I love it when its so early. The road to the stores are almost empty. So I continually push my car to 120. I am there in about five minutes.

When I enter the store I suddenly get a vision. They got home early, the trip was cut short. All there eyes are golden, but even in my vision I cant see jaspers eyes. I break out of the vision and I store girl is looking at me funny.

"ma'am? Is everything ok? Ma'am?"

I'm looking at her blankly. "I have to go" I say as I quickly walk out of the store

My drive home was furious. I aroused a lot of road rage, but I got home soon enough. I knew everyone could here me come in, but I still rushed to the front door and opened it as fast as possible. They were all sitting on the couch watching the news. Except for jasper. He was in our room. I attempted to look calm and walk upstairs, yet I'm sure it didn't look like I was calm. I made it to our room and almost busted the door open. Jasper was sitting on our bed, looking away from me. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him. "what's wrong Jasper? Why aren't you looking at me?"

He looked up with regretful eyes. "follow me." he said in a low voice.

He jumped out our window and I followed. We ran across the yard, past Edward and Bella's field, past their cute little cabin I admire so much. We came across another field I actually didn't know existed. Standing in the middle was a big smelly dog. Seth. Of all of them he would be the one to agree with jasper. I planted my feet in the ground. "Jasper Hale you tell me what's going on right now!"

He stopped walking and paused a moment with his back to me. Then he turned around and darted right in front of me.

"you know I always thought of you as my perfect little wife. You know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you, right?" he said in a hushed tone.

"just tell me jazzy. Please, what's wrong?" I pleaded

"Alice, a few weeks before the wedding, you know how I went south, to hunt? And you were so busy planning you didn't bother to check on me with your visions?" he looked at me, and I stared at him. I have no idea what the heck is going on. I cant even speak.

"Alice, I had no idea, Maria is still alive, and-" he broke off, looking away. Maria? This has to be some kind of sick joke. Jasper would never go back to her. I look over at Seth and he is getting more uncomfortable by the second.

"okay, ha-ha jasper, that's not funny you know I don't like jokes like this." I said

He just looked at me again. "she isn't like she was, she lost everything and the volturie almost killed her. Now she has nothing and I realized as I was with her, Alice baby, I still love her-" this time he didn't stop. I cut him off with a huge backhand to his face.

"jasper hale! You STOP this instant! I don't like JOKES!" I yelled

"ITS NOT A JOKE! Alice I love you… I just love her more!" this time I had a delayed reaction to hit him but I did. Hard. It sounded like a bolder landing on cement after a 100 foot drop. I immediately apologized. Then I realized again what he just said and hit him again.

"STOP THAT! JESUS ALICE! What do you want me to do, you think its easy for me to tell the girl who I thought was the love of my life that I'm leaving her? God Alice. I'm so sorry."

It wasn't until he said that I actually realized, he is leaving me. For her. The other girl. God, I feel like a character on a bad TV show. that's when my knees completely gave out, and I fell on the ground, tearlessly crying. Jasper sat next to me as if to comfort me, but it just made it worse. "well, what, your just leaving? Like that?" I asked

"I have to pack my things. Everyone else already knows. I have a flight down to Texas tomorrow. Babe-"

"I am NOT your babe. I am NOT your honey, sweet pea, or pixie." I said, trying to sound like I meant it, when I wanted nothing more than for him to put his arms around me and say he would never leave, and that this was just a joke.