" I Love You Even When You're Undercover"

This is just the beginning of the story. I plan on making this a fairly long story and will update as much as I can. I do not own Rookie Blue because if I did the world be close to perfect;) Reposted from my old account because I lost my info and wasn't updating. But now Im back in the groove of things and hope to update this story weekly. The end game is going to be either McSwarek or McCollins, I haven't really decided yet, but that is all based on how much I update it. Rated T for language now, but will turn into M later down the line. Please review! But if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it at all.

Chapter 1: Just the Beginning

I walk into parade and the room fills with silence. I look around trying to see what was wrong and I realize they were all staring at me. I slide into the chair next to Traci and shoot her a questioning look. She glances over to me only to shoot her eyes back to the front and land on Sargent Best. He looks at me with a hint of apology in his eyes and sees the cluelessness in mine.

He starts off stating the assignments for the day and then hands over the attention to Jerry. At that moment I felt my stomach turn. The look in Jerry's eyes told a story, like he was sorry for something, but I just didn't know what. Then it hit me as I looked around the room for Sam uh I mean Officer Swarek. He wasn't in the back by Oliver where he usually was and I realized Oliver had a look of sorrow filling his eyes as he avoided looking into mine. Why is everyone so sad? Where is Sam? Just as I began to get up, Jerry interrupts me and starts to talk. "As you may have noticed, one of our finest is not at parade today." slowly inhaling as he started to continue, "Last night he was called undercover by Boyd. He as been reassigned to Vancouver and we don't know when he will be back. We don't have anymore details but will let you know if we hear anything." I felt all eyes land on me as I got up and ran out of the room. Why did he leave without me? Without even telling me or saying goodbye? Not even a week ago I told him I loved him and he said it back, I thought everything was fine… but I guess I was wrong.

-Vancouver, British Colombia, Canada-

"Why am I here Boyd?" hoping the frustration in my voice was coming across as I shouted to him. I look around at the crappy apartment remembering what it was like when I went undercover. But I didn't want to be undercover, I just wanted to be with Andy.

"Listen Sammy Boy, I know what you're thinking, but hear me out. I pulled you undercover BECAUSE of McNally. Ever since she became your rookie you haven't been going undercover and have been turning down Guns and Gangs which is what you really want to do. She has been distracting you. You have let her in and it bothers me.. it really God damn bothers me. She ruined 8 months of you working undercover, she ruined 8 months that I had spent making sure everything went right so you weren't hurt. She ruined one of the biggest chances I had of making my career in the big leagues. But you didn't care now did you?"

"Listen she didn't ruin anything. It wasn't anyone's fault. I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. You need to back off of Andy because she did nothing to you. I don't go undercover anymore because she made me realize how much of a self absorbent bastard you are. You never had my back while I was undercover and I'm surprised Im still alive as it is today." Sam said as the anger was spreading throughout his body as he clenched his fists tightly preparing to fight if Boyd kept saying things about McNally that weren't true.