Hi I'm back! Right now, I'm in a hospital. A couple days ago, I got my appendix removed. They haven't let me do anything, but now, they finally gave me my laptop!
I just got this idea a couple weeks ago when i was showering.
She ran into her room, tears stinging her eyes. She tore off her designer clothes, not caring if they ripped.
"Stupidity leak..."
"Mates, not dates..."
"I think that we should breakup..."
Horrible words have left an empty, black hole in her head. Nobody could possibly understand what it's like to be her. Some people explain her in many ways. Kind, beautiful, fashionista. Others have other opinions. Stupid, annoying, dumb blonde, idiotic. Nobody understands her. Nobody knows her for real.
The edges of her eyes watered as she flung herself into the ice cold shower. People think she's just this pink princess with a rich dad and blonde hair. They don't know what she goes through every day.
Soon, tears were streaming down her face. She turned the knob of the shower and got out. Her towel hung on the rack. She reached for it, but slipped. Tears still swarmed her eyes. But not because she fell. Tears were there because she never cried about anything. Never.
People say that she doesn't need to cry. That she has a perfect life. She doesn't. Nobody does. And she knows that.
"Hello? I heard a thud and-" Nina began, opening the door, but stopped when she saw her, "Are you-are you all right?"
She didn't reply. She didn't have to.
Nina grabbed the towel off the rack and covered her crying friend.
She sobbed into Nina's shoulder, not stopping. She couldn't stop. Tears kept on coming. They would never stop in her mind.
The funny thing is that she doesn't know exactly why she's crying. She thinks she does, but she really doesn't. Nobody ever really knows why they're crying, though. In fact, nobody ever knows how to stop a crying person. You just can't. When friends try to comfort somebody who's crying, they don't know how. They'll just pat their backs and hug them. She needs something more. She's far too gone.
"I'll go get... somebody. You stay... here," Nina told her, after a while.
She closed her eyes after Nina's departure. Harsh memories came to mind. Nobody knows what it's like to live her life.
"I don't know what to do, Fabian," Nina said, opening the door once more,"I-I came in here and found her lying on the floor, shivering."
People say that she doesn't have a reason to cry. But she does. Because today, Amber Millington needs to cry.
So, how was it? It might be finished. If you want me to continue, then I will!
-Anna