I found the phone, I haven't really stared much on it till now, maybe that's the reason of why I must've missed your message. You got it wrong, It wasn't what your friend said. I wasn't with anyone other than than Ruka and Yoichi, you should know I never goof around. It was a just a regular night out. And No, there is no one named Luna, who according to your friend's stories is the girl I spent the night with. It has always been you. no one else but you.

I can tell by your tone, the way you rub your palms together as we spoke, the way you try to be strong, the fake smile you painted in your porcelain face, the way you unconsciously divert your eyes away from mine as you murmur your replies, I know I've taken it too far again. I thought it's easier to mend, but I guess I was wrong. Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again. It wasn't my intention to make it worse. I wasn't hoping for us to ever come to an end. I believe you were befuddled by my deadpanned expression, but you should believe me when I tell you that you may have spoken a gazillion times more than I do, but that doesn't mean I wasn't dying to speak with you. Though I may have looked unconcerned and unineterested, I understand your confusion, but in reality I was always waiting for your patented smile. Always that bright smile.

Your friends are telling you, you gotta move on, but would it be over just like that? Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again. I know I may sound selfish, but you shouldn't move one. Because I am afraid that I cant. So why don't you turned around so I could tell you what took so long. Something I don't know why i ever waited to say. Cause I'm just dying just to see you again.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.

I should've let you in, but I let you down.

You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.

Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, that I had taken you and I for granted. I was wrong to keep you waiting for long, I shouldn't have focused on my work for so much. You must have thought that I may have been a little distant, I might as well assume you think I had been feeding you with lies, but I gotta let you know, I was never underhanded. You were always the only one. The center of my eyes. I know you used to think you should have ever seen this side of but I know I haven't been the easiest to read.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone. But I would just quit right away,. I knew you were always the friendly one. And I wouldn't just be shaken just by that. I might have been possessive, but I had known you well enough to know how you interact with others. I think we shouldn't start from scratch. Do your best. I'm doing mine. A little bit more I believe and I should find a way to bring you back. Just seat back, and soon your hands will again be mine.

My last mistake, putting my friends first. I was wrong for I had always pushed you away, I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse. Now I am in need of a second chance. I have heard of the line 'what you give is always what you get.' And I know there's so much I haven't given yet. it seems so different without a second chance. so please Mikan, my Mikan. Please hear me out.

Disclaimer: I don't own GA

a/n: this is inspired of the song SECOND CHANCE by faber drive. If you haven't heard the song, I suggest it would be better if you'd hear it in your free time. Btw. I appreciate your time reading. :)