I hope you enjoy this story it was inspired by Hellyer1977
The Unthinkable-Ch 1
Derek Morgan sat with his head in his hands while the others sat beside him, Dave said, "how did this happen"?, Derek said, "she was safe in the SUV and then I was clearing the rooms and when I turned the corner there she was". Reid said, "why Garcia, why take her, why hurt her"?, Hotch crossed his arms and said, "because without her they knew we'd have problems locating the ring leader".
JJ said, "this is my fault, I left her, she told me to go in and help you guys and I, I listened to her", Emily said, "it's not your fault Jayje, everybody here knows that you'd do anything you could to keep her safe, to keep us all safe". Dave nodded his head and said, "that we do, we never doubted that for a second", Derek looked at her and said, "not for a second JJ".
Reid said, "what's taking them so long, they should have told us something by now", Derek stood up and started pacing, he ran his hand over his head and thought, "you should have told her how you feel and now you might not get that chance". JJ put her hand on his shoulder and said, "she loves you ya know"?, Derek said, "all I am is Derek to her, her hotstuff, her best friend".
Emily said, "and what is she to you"?, Derek sighed and said, "she's, she's my everything", Dave looked up at him and said, "son you need to tell her how you feel about her". Derek nodded his head and said, "I'm going to do just that as soon as they let me see her", Hotch said, "Garcia loves you with all of her heart", Derek shook his head and said, "she doesn't see me that way".
Reid said, "of course she does, you're her Adonis, her chocolate kiss", Emily said, "she loves you to Morgan, trust us", Derek sighed and said, "what if I don't get the chance to tell her". Dave said, "don't think that way, she's a fighter and she'll do whatever it takes to come back to you, to us", Derek said, "I hope you're right Rossi, I hope you're right".
Hotch said, "walk me through what happened once you saw Garcia", Derek blew out a deep breath and said, "I asked him to drop his gun and raise his hands and he laughed at me and told me that wasn't going to happen". Reid said, "did she have her vest on"?, Derek shook his head and said, "no, no it was laying on the floor at her feet".
JJ said, "he knew what he was doing, he knew that hurting her would keep us from finding their boss", Hotch looked at Derek and said, "how did she get shot Morgan"?, Derek said, "Penelope wrestled with him for the gun and it, it, it went off". JJ closed her eyes and said, "and then you dropped the man that was holding Garcie"?, Derek nodded his head yes.
Dave said, "you did everything you could son, we all did, this isn't on us, it's on him", Derek said, "Penelope is the only woman I've ever loved and she's in there fighting for her life all because I took my eyes off of her for one second". Hotch said, "Morgan this isn't your fault and Garcia wouldn't want you to blame yourself and you know it".
Reid looked at Derek and said, "he's right Morgan", Derek blew out a deep breath and said, "I know kid, it's just" and then they saw the doctor walking over toward them. Derek said, "how is she, when can we see her"?, the doctor said, "we did everything we could do, I'm so sorry". Derek said, "wait, what, what are you saying"?, the doctor took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry but Ms. Garcia didn't make it" and Dereks legs gave out and he hit the floor saying over and over, "NO, NO, NO" as JJ dropped to her knees and wrapped her arms around her broken hearted friend.