This is my first fanfic so it might not be to good sorry if it isn't.

Disclaimer: I don't own anyhting of twilight. The only people I do own are Nicole, Johnny, Megan, Katelyn, Jake, Cameron, and other people.

Please enjoy!

Introduction into a New Life

I am now barley alive. I wish you can send cries for help through to other computers like Carlisle's computer. Well i just want the person that finds this computer on how i died. It started out while we were all walking down to Victor's business because it was all left to Susan because he died. Then while we were in there, Victor came out of no where i mean no where. I turned around and then looked back at Reed and Victor was strangling him and Susan was trying to stop him. Ben was throwing things at him. Johnny and I were in shock. Susan told us to go find cover. We ran under a marble table and hid. We watched until my new family had to call the army. The whole army came by as soon as soon as he killed Reed by strangling him to death. I cried on Johnny's shoulder, while Susan broke down crying trying to keep herself together. Johnny and Ben were still fighting Victor. And i was going to run out help Susan, but as i was about to touch her Johnny took my foot and pulled me back and covered my eyes and hugged me. I looked and there was Susan, dead on the floor with tears still in her eyes. I cried as hard as i could. The army wasn't having any good luck. There was only some of the army, Johnny, Ben, and me left. Ben needed a lot of help and i looked at Johnny. He clenched his jaw and looked at me with sad eyes. I was now hysterically crying. He pushed me away and told me he had to do this. I shook my head and screamed. I held his arm as hard as i could. He just closed his eyes and pushed me again and i fell to the ground with my face in my hands. Then someone's hands held my face in a hard grip. I put my hands down and looked at the face. It was Johnny's. He was only inches away from my face. He leaned forward and kissed me. This wasn't a peck. It was a stronger kiss. He pulled back and said 'I love you. Please run and save yourself.' and kissed me again. He ran off and started fighting. I ran like he told me to. I kept tripping over things outside because of the tears in my eyes. I pushed people out of the way and when i got to the time square, i sat down and cried. I cried my heart out. I had a hard time controlling my powers. I saw Victor come up with a body in his hands it was Johnny. He set him on the ground and told me he was just unconscious. He wanted to talk to me. He said all these mean things about my family and Johnny. I got so mad; I lost control of my powers. I noticed things were flying around and force fields were hitting him again, and again. I felt no control at all. I was killing him. I went down on my knees but continued to throw things at him. I crawled over to my Johnny and found a laptop and started writing this. I want you all to know this so you know it was no one but my self's fault that i died.

I woke up in a hospitable in New York. It all came back to me then. My whole family has died. No! What about Johnny! I yelled to the doctor/nurses, but no one came over to me. I got up and walked over to them. They were surprised and tried to make me go lay down. I demanded to know where Johnny was. They told me the most depressing news ever in my life. They have told me that Johnny had died at the scene and they did everything to help him. I asked them where he was and they pointed in the direction. I ran over to his bed and cried. I cried my heart out. He couldn't be dead. He just couldn't! I sat there another two hours and looked at his face. His perfect features. His strong and muscular body. I ran my fingers down his arm to feel them myself. His Brown shaggy hair was in his face so i moved it out of the way so i could see his face. I hugged him and whispered into his ear, "I love you more than life." When i started to walk away someone grabbed my arm and i looked down in suprisment. There he was with eyes wide open smiling. "I love you too, Nicole." he said as he pulled me back down and put my head on his hard muscular chest. I started crying hysterically. I couldn't believe i almost lost Johnny. Then i realized i had lost the rest of my family. I cried harder then. He noticed me and took my head and kissed my forehead and told me everything was going to be alright.

Everything wasn't alright. To other people, they would've liked it, but i hated it. When we walked into the collage, everyone was all over us. Johnny just held my waist leading me to Carlisle's office. Before we walked inside, he let go of me because Carlisle doesn't like student relationships. When we walked into the office Carlisle was standing there with 5 other kids. They were as pale as as Carlisle was. "Hello, Johnny, Nicole. I would like you to meet my children. Rosalie," he pointed to the tall blonde beautiful girl, "Alice," he pointed to the shorter dark haired girl, "Emmett," he pointed to the huge muscular curly brown hair guy which made Johnny flinch, "Jasper," he pointed to a younger looking guy with longer blonde hair, "and Edward." he pointed at the one who looked like he was the youngest of them all. He had light brown messy, but perfect hair. He was probably the most beautiful of them all. Something was wrong with him though. I stared at him while Carlisle was talking. He was looking down at his feet looking like he was going to break into tears. So I did something I shouldn't have. I read his mind, but i saw sadness and then his face showed up and it was mad. He was blocking me out, but how? Then he suddenly snapped his neck so he was staring at me too. Then his angry face turned sad again. Then he bolted out of the room. We all looked at the door which flung open. His family looked sad too. "I'm sorry about that. When we moved here and he had to leave a girl he loved behind. He's still trying to get over it." Then I looked at the rest of the family. Alice walked by me smiling a half hearted smile, Emmett walked by smiling and nodded, Jasper did the same without smiling and keeping his distance, and when Rosalie walked by she gave me an evil glare that scared me so much i flinched. "Rosalie." Carlisle said demandingly. Rosalie looked at him and they stared at each other for a while.

She whirled around and looked at me for a moment and I held my breath. She looked back at Carlisle and he glared at her. She looked back at me and winced while she said this to me, "Sorry. It's not your fault he's upset." like it was giving her pain to say it. She looked at Carlisle and he nodded and she left. I didn't get what she meant. 'It's not your fault he's upset.'? I don't get it. Then Carlisle gave a waving manor as he put his face in his hands and sighed.

When Johnny and I got out of Carlisle's office, Johnny took my hand and I looked back at the rest of the Cullen's walk away. I looked at Alice who looked sympathetic. I decided let's read her mind. 'Poor Edward. She looked just like her.' That's all I needed to hear. Then i felt so bad for him. I wanted to go talk to him and say sorry. I let go of Johnny's hand and he asked, "What are you doing, Nicole?"

"Going to put things in the right place with the Cullen's. I'll talk to you later, Johnny!" I screamed, now more than half way down the hallway. I ran past all of the Cullen's until I got to Alice around the corner. "Alice!" I yelled. She whipped around and looked at me and kept walking. I ran up in front of her. "Alice." I said panting.

"What do you want?" She said staring at me with a glare. I could tell she was mad at me for making her brother more upset.

"Alice, don't worry, I'm not here to hurt your family. I just want to help." I said as I read her thoughts. She thought i was going to hurt them.

"How did you know I thought that you were going to hurt my family?" she asked skeptically.

"Well i have special powers. I can create force fields, make myself and things invisible, and read minds." I smiled at her and she nodded approvingly.

"Sure I guess you can help in a way. Well let me tell you the story first so you know how Edward is feeling and why." she said. I nodded and waited. "You have to promise to keep this to yourself and never tell Carlisle that I told you this okay?" I nodded. I would never tell anyone.

"Okay." she started. "My family was peaceful 16 years ago in a little town named Forks. It is the rainiest place in America. You're wondering why there? Well because we are vampires." she said and for some reason I didn't care. I wasn't afraid, so she went on. "Then, in August, Chief Swan's daughter came to live with him, or finish out high school there. That girl was named Isabella Swan, but she liked to be called Bella. At first he tried to stay away from her, but he gave up. She found out what he was, but she didn't care. They loved each other a lot. It was beautiful to see him happy. Then at her birthday she slit her finger open and our newest brother, Jasper, my husband," she smiled when she said that, "tried to attack her. Because he was so new he had trouble controlling the urge for human blood. We drink animal blood. Then Edward thought it was better for him to leave her be and let her live a normal life. Then when he saw you, you look just like her. Do you remember your mother?"

"Uh, i thought it was someone, but it wasn't... so no I don't, why?" I asked feeling her look me down. "Are you okay?" I asked her.

"Yeah I am." she said. She came up to me and touched my forehead. "You are really cold for a human don't you think, Nicole." She said staring at me.

"Uh, i guess. I never thought of that. Why?" I asked feeling a little weird with her touching me and smiling and looking at me.

"No reason. I think you should talk to Edward now. Here follow me." she said smiling at me. She led me down to Carlisle's suite. I never saw a room so big. It had four rooms in it. She went to a door that was shut and she knocked on it. "Edward! Open up. Someone wants to talk to you." The door flew open and he looked at Alice and then at me and frowned. He shut the door and Alice just kicked it down. "That was just plain rude, Edward!" She said walking up to the sulking man. "All she wants to do is talk and you have to be rude to her!" she yelled and he looked like he was going to cry.

"Alice!" I yelled getting her attention. She looked at me still leaning over Edward and Edward looked at me too with a thankful smile. "I'm fine. I can understand the pain he is in. It's okay." I reassured her.

"Okay. You got away with it this time, Edward Cullen. You two need to talk." she said as she stormed out of the room while mumbling something under her breath.

"What do you want from me?" Edward said sadly while not looking at me. He lay down on a bed and just looked at the ceiling.

"I just wanted to talk to you. Why are you so sad? Why did you storm out when you saw me?" I had so many questions for him.

He laughed and muttered something that sounded like, "Just like Bella." Then he sighed and looked at me. "Why are you doing this to me? Putting me through the torture of seeing your face?"

"I'm sorry if i am very ugly to you!" I yelled at him suddenly mad at him.

"That's just it. You are not ugly, you are beautiful. No, gorgeous." he said. All of a sudden he was just inches away from me. "You remind me of her so much." he said. I looked into his topaz eyes and I could feel the pain. Something bad happened to him and I wanted to help him with it.

"What do you mean, 'You remind me of her so much.'?" i asked confused. I knew he meant Bella, but how could I remind him of a girl who he loves a lot, but how. I'm not even that pretty.

"Oh. In so many ways." He said. "Dance with me?" he asked holding out his hand for me to take and dance with a complete stranger. But he wasn't. It seemed like I knew him from some where.

"Sorry, I don't dance. I will hurt myself like always." I said. He laughed like it was an inside joke. It was true though. I was the biggest klutz ever. He took down his hands and put in a CD. It started out with a lullaby it seemed like. It was beautiful. Then he effortlessly picked me up and put me on his feet and his arms around my waist.

"Don't worry I won't let anything happen to you." I knew he didn't mean just tripping by the way his voice sounded with an edge of concern in it. So with that, I put my arms around his neck. Even now, on his feet, I still wasn't as tall as he was. He stopped humming and looked at me and asked, "Exactly how old are you, Nicole?"

"I'm 15 years old. Why do you ask?" I said waiting for his answer. When he didn't answer, but still kept dancing, I looked up at him. He had his eyes closed and was still humming while smiling. Then I felt the need to look and see what he was thinking. I closed my eyes and focused. He wasn't thinking a sentence, but a memory. I kept looking. I saw a room filled with people in dresses and tuxedos, with balloons everywhere. Where was he? Then I saw him dancing. He was dancing with a girl who had crutches and a cast on and she was on his feet too. Then I saw her face. It was me! That isn't possible! I stepped off Edward's feet and stumbled backward. This surprised him. I tripped over my feet and fell onto the bed across from Edward's.

I opened up my eyes and Edward was gone. I turned to my right and there he was. he was just laying there. Staring at the ceiling. I was about to scream for Alice, but Edward put his finger to my lips. "Shhh." he told me. "Don't be alarmed of me. What happened?" He said pausing for a moment looking at me. "I can't read your mind. You are exactly like Bella." he stared off into my eyes.

"Please stop saying that. I have no idea what you mean." I said now whining and begging now. I was getting annoyed now. I want to know how I remind him of his precious Bella.

"Okay I will tell you." he said sitting up so I did too. "You want to know how you remind me of her?" he asked making sure of my question. I nodded in response. "Okay. Let's start with your looks. You have the same brown, chocolate hair and pale skin. You have part of her eyes, you have hazel eyes. Hers are brown though they are the same big shape." he said smiling, and then he sighed. "And let's talk about your personality. You have the same klutz," he chuckled when he said the word, "thing going on here," He said pointing to me, "but you are still caring and smart."

"Why do you look at me like that Edward?" I asked him as he stared at me like i was the part of him that was missing, but I was not exactly the love he wanted.

"Because you fill my emptiness," he saw the scared look in my eye and reacted faster than I could imagine, "but as a friend and I like that. I like having someone that I can talk to finally." he said smiling at me and he stuck out his hand, "Friends?" he asked.

Instead of shaking his hand, I hugged him. He had a hard time reacting, but I kept on hugging and he finally hugged me back. I whispered in his ear, "Best friends. And because of that I won't let anything happen to you either." I could feel the change in his mental emotion. I released him after a couple minutes and looked at the time. "I got to get to class, Edward. Sorry, but I'll come back afterwards okay?" he nodded and smiled as I ran to class.

Okay so that is all for the first chapter. I hope you liked it!

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