BPOV

Great. Back in fucking Forks. I never wanted to come to this shithole of a town again. The population is what like 12 people?! How am I supposed to have fun in a place like this, my mother must fucking hate her own daughter a lot if she is making me move here. Why am i back here? Because Renee, my bitchy mother would rather fuck her new husband Phil Dwyer then take care of her own daughter. Yes Phil Dwyer as in the famous actor, i know he is like 23 years old making him only 6 years older then me. Who am i? Isabella Swan but i go by Bella, Isabella just seems to formal, I'm a pretty girl certainly no Heidi Klum but I am 5"4. I have wavy mahogany hair that flows to my chest, plain brown eyes and pretty nice body. It had developed well; I am a size 32C and only a size 0-2 waist. Pretty much the girl next-door kind of look. So anyway back to the reason why am i being sent to rot in hell, also known as Forks, i was starting to party and act out after my mother started dating Phil. I wasn't terrible or anything I would smoke a blunt here and there and go to a few parties. Phil's publicist said this was bad for his image and I needed to start getting my act together or they would throw me out. I never in my life thought that my fucking mother would choose Phil over me, she fucking gave birth to me. I did not leave without a fight, i made my own terms, i was to get a brand new black Mercedes SL 500 and a black American Express credit card for whenever I needed to use it. This one has absolutely no spending limit! Yes they pretty much payed to leave and be quiet about the whole situation and i was kind of okay with it. So here I am in the airport waiting for my flight to board to Seattle where Charlie, my father will be picking me up.

Announcement: "Flight 235 to Seattle, Washington will begin boarding, will all our first class passengers please start lining up."

Well thats me. I stand up to get in line and finally board the plane, i am in seat 3A, i begin to put my Louis Vuitton carry on in the overhead compartment and slid into my seat. I waited for the plane to board and after we took off i heard the announcement come on and say that we were able to use electronics I took out my IPOD touch and clicked shuffle, ironically the song "Home" came on.

"Well I'm going home,

Back to the place where I belong"

Weird. I guess this is my new home, i better get used to it. I have the things that will help me survive, my car, my credit card and my bottle of patron. Yes I packed myself a bottle of Patron what else am I going to do in this town. It can't be fun I mean seriously what can there be to do! I"ll make it fun. With that thought I reclined my chair listened to the music and drifted off to sleep.

I felt my arm being shaken. It was the stewardess. "Miss, it is time to wake up. I need you to bring your chair to its upright position for landing."

"Okay. Sorry about that." I replied groggily.

The plane finally landed and I was starting to get nervous, i grabbed my bag from the overhead and headed off the plane to look for Charlie. When I finally reach the baggage claim and I cant seem to find him I pull out my Blackberry Bold and begin to dial when i hear someone call my name.

"Bells over here!" Theres Charlie

"Hi Charlie it's so good to see you."

"I almost didn't recognize you! You've grown up so much and you haven't come to visit your old man in 2 years! And no more of calling me Charlie its dad." He said with a bright smile before we shared an awkward hug.

"Im sorry Char- Dad, at least im here to stay for the next year and a half." i said with a half smile.

I used to visit charlie for 6 weeks every summer until the summer that I met Ben Edelson, he lives in Forks and he was a huge player. He was 17 years old, he had short blonde hair that swept across his forehead, ocean blue eyes and a body that can make any girl fall to his feet. He was fucking hot. I was so excited and shocked that I had met someone that actually liked the me, Bella Swan, average plain jane especially someone that looked like a younger version of Chace Crawford. We met in the summer 2 years ago while I was living here with my dad, I was fifteen, naive and stupid and he was a douche. We spent all of our time together he was my first boyfriend, my first kiss and the first guy I went to third base with. He tried having sex with me on various occasions but I refused, I was not ready to just fuck the first boyfriend I ever had so easily I mean i only knew him for a month! He told me that if I loved him then i would trust him enough to do it with him. I started feeling guilty that he thought I did not trust him and i felt terrible for making him feel this way. On my last night in Forks that year I decided that i was finally ready to go all the way

with him, I had dressed in my favorite black lace lingerie set from Victoria's Secret for extra confidence, a tight Abercrombie and Fitch jean skirt and a dark blue v-neck. I left my hair in loose curls flowing around my shoulders and just a small amount of lip gloss, eyeliner and mascara. I was ready. I texted Ben telling him it was my last night there for the summer and he told me he wanted to be with him, he sent the directions to some "end of summer" party going on and told me to meet him there. I got to the party ready to leave young boring Bella behind to become mature Bella the woman. I was going to have sex with a gorgeous man who loved me for me. I walked into the house where the party was being held, I expected him to be there waiting for me but he was nowhere to be found. I texted him and waited a few minutes but there was no answer, I was starting to get nervous so I walked upstairs to see if maybe he had gotten too drunk and passed out. I walked into one of the bedrooms and found him, well he was sick. He was a sick fucking bastard, he was up there fucking that slut Roxy Abraham. I was so fucking pissed I didn't know what to do so I stood there mouth wide open in shock. I felt numb. When the son of a bitch finally noticed me standing there all he said was "Hey baby, I had to get my release from somewhere. You're more then welcome to join though." I could not believe that smug bastard i walked up to him, slapped him hard across the face and walked out of the door and out of his life. After that day I had not returned to Forks, I made a vow that i never would but in this case i had absolutely no choice. Thankfully he fucking graduated and will not be here.

That day changed my life i was no longer the shy girl, i refused to get pushed around by anyone. I had cried for 3 weeks over that pathetic asshole and I refused to take peoples bullshit and I have a hard time trusting people. Even though i had not had sex that night I still became Bella Swan the woman. So now I'm back and I'm ready to fucking party.

Charlie doesn't know the reason I ever left town and refused to come back, he would have destroyed him. We grabbed luggage that consisted of eight bags and headed towards Charlies shiny red Ferrari. This is a big step up from the cruiser, when I was a little girl my father was the chief of police after about ten years on the job I was only 7 years old and Charlie decided to go back to law school. I lived with my mom in L.A. but he opened his law firm with the help of his friend Billy Black and within 3 years he was named #1 in Washington. He is one of the top lawyers in the state of Washington. Why the hell he lives in the piece of shit town with his income is a mystery to me. He says it's relaxing and peaceful. He only lives here a couple days out of the month because his Law firm is based in Seattle Swan and Black INC. This means a lot of boy's, fun, and partying. I guess this is my new life instead of hating it I should make it the best I can.

A/n Please tell me what you think of it, should i continue how can i improve it. its my first time writing a fic and im super nervous help me out and tell me what you think