Back to the Beginning
Disclaimer: I don't own anything Eureka 7. All situations are fictitious and purely fan created for entertainment. Thanks . don't sue me please I make minimum wage TT.
Depression. This was all but too common these days to Eureka. She was lying on the bed and all she could think about was him.
"Renton," she said softly. The word to her was becoming so foreign, so unnatural. What was a beacon of light that reached out to her slowly turned into a black hole. It sucked everything out of Eureka: her emotions, all feeling - her soul. "Renton," she repeated softly...I..." Eureka couldn't think straight or even think for that matter.
All she could remember was a darkness. Not being by his side. This awkward silence came between them.
Eureka could remember days that they had more contact. It was... so happy, she could recount to herself. So why did she push him away? Why did she refuse to try to talk to him when he approached her?
"I don't know," Eureka muttered to herself.
"I just...don't...know," she said frustrated, tears forming in her eyes.
The room was dead silent. She could hear nothing, nothing at all: Only the absence of him everywhere. Eureka just lay there, day after day.
"Today is just the same as the last," she thought to herself. She couldn't even sleep. She couldn't eat. She could barely breathe. Everything she thought was him. That's the only thing she could think of...Renton.
When will I stop being so selfish? I'm just so-too lost. I don't know what to do...Renton?
Eureka stirred in her sleep. These dreams- visions- were tearing her apart. They ripped out her heart, her soul from her self. She started weeping in her sleep. Smooth pearl like tears running down her face. Eureka woke with a jolt upright and her hands reached up to cover her face. She was dazed, confused and felt so alone..
alone...
"Renton.." she repeated..."Renton...?" she said one last time.