What if Soda actually caught Sandy cheating on him? Why kind of emotions
would he be feeling? Well this is my songfic about what he might be going
through if he had caught her cheating. I don't know who she cheated on him
with so I'm just gonna say it was Buck, Soda doesn't like Buck anyway and
this can be why. Anyway I don't own the song, it belongs to Warrant, and
S.E. Hinton owns everyone. Oh and this is Sodas POV. Ok this isn't posting
like I want it to and I cant get it to work so it might be hard to tell
where the song is. Every other paragraph is the song.
I looked up at the clock and sighed. It was eight thirty and Sandy was supposed to be here at eight. Tonight was our one-year anniversary and it's been the best year of my life, and tonight I was planning on asking Sandy to marry me.
"Oh it must be magic how inside your eyes I see my destiny. Every time we kiss I feel you breathe you love so deep inside of me. And if the moon and Stars should fall they'd be easy to replace, I would lift you up to heaven and you would take their place."
I sighed once again and got up grabbing my jacket. I told Darry goodbye and walked out the door to find Sandy. I went by her house and he parents said she told them she had to run over to Bucks place. I shrugged and started towards Bucks. Sandy and Buck have been friends for a long time, and Sandy and me used to go to a lot of Buck's parties. As I walked there I started to remember the past year and all the good times I've had with Sandy.
"Every day I wake up I thank god that you are still a part of me. We've opened up a door to which so many people never find the key. And if the sun should ever fail to send its light, we would burn a thousand candles and make everything alright."
I finally got to bucks house and was surprised to find there was no party tonight. I walked up the steps and knocked on the door calling for buck. There was no answer so I slowly opened the door and stepped inside. When I did I saw buck lying on the couch with Sandy in his arms covered only by a thin sheet. When they heard me open the door they both looked up and Sandy's eyes grew wide as if she had just been shot. My eyes started to burn and I quickly left the house before I started to cry.
"Then I saw red, as I opened up the door. I saw red, my heart just spilled onto the floor. And I didn't need to see his face, I saw yours, I saw red and then I closed the door. I don't think I'm gonna love you anymore."
I ran down the steps and towards the park where I fell to my knees next to the fountain. I kept seeing Sandy in my mind, Sandy with Buck's arms around her. How could she do this to me? On today of all days. My heart feels as if someone has ripped it out of my chest and shoved a knife through it. How could I not of seen this coming? Sandy and Buck were always together when I wasn't around. I should have been able to see what was happening.
"I've been hurt and I've been blind. I don't know if I'll be fine. I never thought it would end this way."
My mind kept going back to that Image of Sandy and Buck. Why would she do this to me? I loved her more than anything yet it was so easy for her to turn away from me and run to buck. I heard footsteps coming towards me and looked up to see Sandy and Buck both walking my way. I fought back the tears as I remembered seeing them together on Bucks couch.
"Then I saw red, as I opened up the door. I saw red, my heart just spilled onto the floor. And I didn't need to see his face, I saw yours, I saw red and then I closed the door. I don't think I'm gonna love you anymore."
Sandy came closer and tried to put her hand on my arm but I pulled away. I didn't want her near me. I didn't want Buck near me. I wanted them to leave me alone to think. But then again I didn't want to think, if I did all I would think about would be what I saw and I didn't want that. I had to get away, go home and sleep, I can't tell Darry what happened. He has enough problems. With Pony being gone and all. Sandy was the only reason I hadn't broken down in tears when Pony left but now I had nothing left. I turned my back on Sandy and walked off towards my house. She's calling me back but I ignore her and continue home.
OK that's it for now. Sorry that ending sucked but I got stuck. Anyway please let me know what you think and if I should continue. =) Peace
I looked up at the clock and sighed. It was eight thirty and Sandy was supposed to be here at eight. Tonight was our one-year anniversary and it's been the best year of my life, and tonight I was planning on asking Sandy to marry me.
"Oh it must be magic how inside your eyes I see my destiny. Every time we kiss I feel you breathe you love so deep inside of me. And if the moon and Stars should fall they'd be easy to replace, I would lift you up to heaven and you would take their place."
I sighed once again and got up grabbing my jacket. I told Darry goodbye and walked out the door to find Sandy. I went by her house and he parents said she told them she had to run over to Bucks place. I shrugged and started towards Bucks. Sandy and Buck have been friends for a long time, and Sandy and me used to go to a lot of Buck's parties. As I walked there I started to remember the past year and all the good times I've had with Sandy.
"Every day I wake up I thank god that you are still a part of me. We've opened up a door to which so many people never find the key. And if the sun should ever fail to send its light, we would burn a thousand candles and make everything alright."
I finally got to bucks house and was surprised to find there was no party tonight. I walked up the steps and knocked on the door calling for buck. There was no answer so I slowly opened the door and stepped inside. When I did I saw buck lying on the couch with Sandy in his arms covered only by a thin sheet. When they heard me open the door they both looked up and Sandy's eyes grew wide as if she had just been shot. My eyes started to burn and I quickly left the house before I started to cry.
"Then I saw red, as I opened up the door. I saw red, my heart just spilled onto the floor. And I didn't need to see his face, I saw yours, I saw red and then I closed the door. I don't think I'm gonna love you anymore."
I ran down the steps and towards the park where I fell to my knees next to the fountain. I kept seeing Sandy in my mind, Sandy with Buck's arms around her. How could she do this to me? On today of all days. My heart feels as if someone has ripped it out of my chest and shoved a knife through it. How could I not of seen this coming? Sandy and Buck were always together when I wasn't around. I should have been able to see what was happening.
"I've been hurt and I've been blind. I don't know if I'll be fine. I never thought it would end this way."
My mind kept going back to that Image of Sandy and Buck. Why would she do this to me? I loved her more than anything yet it was so easy for her to turn away from me and run to buck. I heard footsteps coming towards me and looked up to see Sandy and Buck both walking my way. I fought back the tears as I remembered seeing them together on Bucks couch.
"Then I saw red, as I opened up the door. I saw red, my heart just spilled onto the floor. And I didn't need to see his face, I saw yours, I saw red and then I closed the door. I don't think I'm gonna love you anymore."
Sandy came closer and tried to put her hand on my arm but I pulled away. I didn't want her near me. I didn't want Buck near me. I wanted them to leave me alone to think. But then again I didn't want to think, if I did all I would think about would be what I saw and I didn't want that. I had to get away, go home and sleep, I can't tell Darry what happened. He has enough problems. With Pony being gone and all. Sandy was the only reason I hadn't broken down in tears when Pony left but now I had nothing left. I turned my back on Sandy and walked off towards my house. She's calling me back but I ignore her and continue home.
OK that's it for now. Sorry that ending sucked but I got stuck. Anyway please let me know what you think and if I should continue. =) Peace
