Do i deserve your love?
Disclaimer:
I Don't own any of these people, although my friend and i have joint custordy of Luis hee hee hee
This is the first fic i havent written in ages so pls send me feed back
Rating: m15+
Melissa Lopez Fitzgerald
*FLASHBACK*
Today was supposed to be the happiest day of her life...it was her wedding day...or was supposed
to be anyway. She should have known, as if Alistair Crane would allow her to marry the house
keepers son. Of all days he chose today to play the tape, the tape of her confessing to the
murder of Martin Fitzgerald, her husbands father. She was consumed with guilt,
she had taken the life of thefather of the man she loved more than life its self. He said
he still loved her...but no longer did she feel worthy of his love. She sat in the dirty prison
cell, her hair was no longer done up, her make-up was running and her reason for living gone....
She wanted to end it..right there and then! The guilt was too much.....she ripped a piece
of material of her dress, her breath was getting thin...her life flashing before her eyes....
a familiar and gental hand stopped her from ending her life...he had saved her life numerous
times and he had done it again..She didn't feel as if she deserved it...but he knew she was
innocent...he held her, trying to comfort her...but she tried to pull away, he knew what
she was thinking. He wanted to kill Alistair for ruining there lives, he knew in his gut and his
heart she was innocent, but that wouldn't be enough for the courts, there was no way Sheridan
would get bail, so she would have to spend the whole night here...her honeymoon night in this
damp cell...
"As much as i hate to say this, you've got to leave her now" Sam said
"Please let me stay Sam, please"Luis pleaded as he knew she may try to take her life again if he
left her alone
"I'm sorry Luis, you'll have to"Sam said sadly
"I love you Sheridan....i know you didnt do it!"Luis said trying to convince her to hold on.
"Watch her Sam...She..she tried to strangle herself before" Luis told him as they left the room
*END FLASHBACK*
That was months ago, she was no longer in a cell, but she was still trapped, trapped in a mental
hospital, her father made it look like she was crazy and being in this place she was slowly
doubting her sainty as well. She could feel his presence, she wished that he wouldn't come today
of all days, she had just found out she was carrying his baby, her the woman who killed his
father was now carrying his baby... would she tell him?...NO! She couldn't. He opened the door
and tried his best to smile, but he could see something was bothering her, he knew she had lost
the will to live and no longer felt as if she deserved his love... but they were getting closer
much closer in the hunt to prove her innocence, she just had to hold on a little bit longer.
"Hi Sheridan" he said hoping she would speak to him today
"Why'd you come" She replied her voice cold
"They told me you'd been sick"he repiled trying to ignore the fact she didnt want him there
(Sick, yeah sick she thought morning sick more like it but i cant tell them, they'll make me
have an abortion, i need Ethan, my baby must have some legal rights, i cant tell anyone but him,
yet)
"Just sick of living" she replied in that same dead, flat voice he had been hearing for months
"Sheridan, we are going to prove your innocence, give us time!"Luis said his heart breaking
"Prove my innocence, what innocence i am guilty, the judge, jury and all of harmony think thaa, NOW GET OUT...GO ON GET OUT! I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! GO ON GO, I WANT TO SEE ETHAN AND NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN!" She yelled, this yelling peaked the attention of a nurse, who happened to be a friend of Alistair and advanced on her with a seditive.
"No, NO...U CANT PLEASE DONT..PLEASE MY BA...."She said falling asleep
He felt it was his fault that she got upset and was given a seditive... he didn't know what to do now...he wanted to cheer her up so she would hold on till they uncovered the truth, but fisrt he had to find Ethan.
Disclaimer:
I Don't own any of these people, although my friend and i have joint custordy of Luis hee hee hee
This is the first fic i havent written in ages so pls send me feed back
Rating: m15+
Melissa Lopez Fitzgerald
*FLASHBACK*
Today was supposed to be the happiest day of her life...it was her wedding day...or was supposed
to be anyway. She should have known, as if Alistair Crane would allow her to marry the house
keepers son. Of all days he chose today to play the tape, the tape of her confessing to the
murder of Martin Fitzgerald, her husbands father. She was consumed with guilt,
she had taken the life of thefather of the man she loved more than life its self. He said
he still loved her...but no longer did she feel worthy of his love. She sat in the dirty prison
cell, her hair was no longer done up, her make-up was running and her reason for living gone....
She wanted to end it..right there and then! The guilt was too much.....she ripped a piece
of material of her dress, her breath was getting thin...her life flashing before her eyes....
a familiar and gental hand stopped her from ending her life...he had saved her life numerous
times and he had done it again..She didn't feel as if she deserved it...but he knew she was
innocent...he held her, trying to comfort her...but she tried to pull away, he knew what
she was thinking. He wanted to kill Alistair for ruining there lives, he knew in his gut and his
heart she was innocent, but that wouldn't be enough for the courts, there was no way Sheridan
would get bail, so she would have to spend the whole night here...her honeymoon night in this
damp cell...
"As much as i hate to say this, you've got to leave her now" Sam said
"Please let me stay Sam, please"Luis pleaded as he knew she may try to take her life again if he
left her alone
"I'm sorry Luis, you'll have to"Sam said sadly
"I love you Sheridan....i know you didnt do it!"Luis said trying to convince her to hold on.
"Watch her Sam...She..she tried to strangle herself before" Luis told him as they left the room
*END FLASHBACK*
That was months ago, she was no longer in a cell, but she was still trapped, trapped in a mental
hospital, her father made it look like she was crazy and being in this place she was slowly
doubting her sainty as well. She could feel his presence, she wished that he wouldn't come today
of all days, she had just found out she was carrying his baby, her the woman who killed his
father was now carrying his baby... would she tell him?...NO! She couldn't. He opened the door
and tried his best to smile, but he could see something was bothering her, he knew she had lost
the will to live and no longer felt as if she deserved his love... but they were getting closer
much closer in the hunt to prove her innocence, she just had to hold on a little bit longer.
"Hi Sheridan" he said hoping she would speak to him today
"Why'd you come" She replied her voice cold
"They told me you'd been sick"he repiled trying to ignore the fact she didnt want him there
(Sick, yeah sick she thought morning sick more like it but i cant tell them, they'll make me
have an abortion, i need Ethan, my baby must have some legal rights, i cant tell anyone but him,
yet)
"Just sick of living" she replied in that same dead, flat voice he had been hearing for months
"Sheridan, we are going to prove your innocence, give us time!"Luis said his heart breaking
"Prove my innocence, what innocence i am guilty, the judge, jury and all of harmony think thaa, NOW GET OUT...GO ON GET OUT! I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! GO ON GO, I WANT TO SEE ETHAN AND NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN!" She yelled, this yelling peaked the attention of a nurse, who happened to be a friend of Alistair and advanced on her with a seditive.
"No, NO...U CANT PLEASE DONT..PLEASE MY BA...."She said falling asleep
He felt it was his fault that she got upset and was given a seditive... he didn't know what to do now...he wanted to cheer her up so she would hold on till they uncovered the truth, but fisrt he had to find Ethan.