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The G Word.
Had I known then what I knew now, would I have changed my decision? Probably. Had I known the outcomes of all my actions before I did them, would I think before I did absolutely anything? Positive. Do I think I've made good choices in this short life of mine? Not exactly, but that doesn't mean I wish I wasn't alive. How anyone could think that I was suicidal is crazy. Pure madness. I mean, my entire life has only been a lie. All of the people I once thought were my friends turned on me when I needed them most, and most of the people in the school hate me because of one tiny mistake. Yeah, I don't hate my life at all. Please insert major sarcasm here.
You see, how I thought my life started, and how it actually started are two completely different things. When I thought I was born into this great family, at this nice hospital near the edge of town, I thought that I'd grown up with my family, my brothers and sisters, normally. That's what I thought it was like, but then I found out after sixteen years of life that I was actually adopted. The only adopted son out of the entire Leonheart family. My birth mother, whose name I don't know, put me up for adoption because she was raped and carried the baby of a rapist. She was sixteen when she had me. Now, I'm not a liker of teen pregnancies, but god, I could probably date my mom. That's sick. She hadn't even left me at an adoption agency, oh no, she'd left me on the curb in New York City. She just left me there, to die. Her only son. Well, the only son I knew of. It was weird, thinking that the people I'd thought were my family are actually complete strangers. It was weirder to think that there could be someone else, another stranger, who was my biological twin. Yeah, you heard me, Twin. The Leonheart's only adopted one of the two children left to die. I wasn't an only child. Not in my fake, or real life.
I found out that I was adopted and had a family the same day I'd told my closest friend, Kair,i that I was… Well, gay. I'd thought she'd support me, guard my secret, and tell me that I might've been confused. But no, she didn't react so smoothly. I'd done it at school, and she had ruined my life there the same day. Before I told anyone about myself, my life was great. Let's begin.
Chapter One: Perfect Life.
"Wake up, sleepyhead! It's the first day of school!" My mother shook my shoulder to wake me. I groaned loudly, not wanting to wake up. "What time is it?" I asked, still half asleep. Ten after seven, I read my clock, not paying attention to my mom. 'Alright,' I thought. 'Let's go.'
Once my mom left my room, I walked down the hallway into the next room, the bathroom and stripped down quickly. I turned on the shower as hot as it could go, and walked carefully in. The steam oozed out over the tub, and soon the room was filled with steam. I'd forgotten to turn on the fan vent. Oh well. I closed my eyes and put them in the hot water as it spouted out of the showerhead. It felt nice. My relaxation time was cut short by my older brother, Cloud."Come on, Sora! Hurry up already!" He knocked on the door , obviously frantic and running late. I laughed, turned off the shower, and dried myself off, head to toe. Cloud was never on time for anything. Literally. I mean, it wouldn't surprise me if he was late for his own wedding. If he ever made it on time to a date, that is. You can't get married if you don't have a significant other.
I walked out of the bathroom, a towel slung low over my narrow hips. I walked into the kitchen to put a piece of bread in the toaster when everything went very silent in the room. I ducked my head slightly to look at the kitchen table, where I found my sisters three best friends just staring at me, and Olette staring down at her plate of waffles and mounds of berries.
"Um. Hey?" I said, trying not to feel awkward. I was failing miserably. I looked down, noticing that the water from my spiky hair had dripped onto my chest, making it gleam. I also noticed my small treasure trail, which followed down to my towel, which was surprisingly low. I coughed slightly. The girls heads snapped up. They were all blushing.
I'd never been the bulkiest guy around. That was my friend Riku. He was jacked. But I understood why the girls were staring, considering they went to an all girls school across from the "Academic New Age of Graham Englandais Lewinsky for Males," also known as ANGEL for Males. The Boys went to ANGEL, and the Girls went to… you guessed "Devil," didn't you? No, sorry, they go to HALO, for Ladies. Most of the guys at ANGEL are pretty cool, and almost all of them are paired up with someone from HALO, even though they're not supposed to even go near the other schools grounds. I returned to my task of making toast, only to find there to be no bread. I sighed.
"Olette, What can I have for breakfast?" I asked her quietly. Her friends giggled. God, girls are annoying . Olette stared daggers at me from behind her waffles. "Here," She said. "Have mine. I'm not really hungry." She pushed her plate forward and stood up, Her friends looked at her worried. I wondered what was up, she never gave me this much attitude. I sat down, staring at her, still in my towel. She Grabbed my pants that were slung over the couch and chucked them at my head. "Put some pants on!" she said, and I heard her friends giggle again as they walked out the door.
As I walked down to the bus stop in my school uniform, which consisted of Blue Plaid pants and a white collar shirt, I pulled my cell phone out from my checkered bag. It rang just as I pulled it out.
It was Kairi calling, I knew cause her ringtone was her saying, "Pick me up, bitch. It's your lover calling," and it was always VERY loud. I answered with a laugh. "Aha, Hey lover. What's up?" She answered with, "Nothing much, but you better run. The bus is coming down the Hill. Hold it for you?"
"But of Course. See you in a bit." I pushed my cell back into my backpack and started running, I saw the coming down the opposite side of the road, and I made it to the bus stop just in time.
"Nice timing, Sor-Sor. Get in," and I jumped on the bus. Kairi, Riku, Hayner, Namine, and Axel followed me. The buses for our schools aren't those cheap yellow ones. Pfft, ours has a built in bathroom and cloth seats AND T.V's. Bitch please, we have all the shit. My crew was the rulers of both schools, and we knew it. We were the popular, we were the mighty. Everyone knew it, and if anyone forgot it, there would be hell to pay.
I'm not someone that thinks I'm better than anyone else because of my social status, I just get the benefits because I act like I think that. Please, don't think I'm a brat. I'm really not. Let me finish my story , and you'll know for sure. And, basically, I have everything I want. I have friends, a great, wealthy family, the upper east side life here on this island, and the power to do what I want , when I want. Little did I know, that was going to change. Change for the better or worse, I don't know. All I do know, is that it was hell to go through. There wasn't any of this "take the road less traveled by," on the cross roads. No signs, no nothing. Hell, I thought I was going to slide in gracefully to the stoplight when the time came that I needed to make a decision. Nope, not quite. I'm going to plow right through those crossroads, and turn it into a fork in the road. No joke.
A/N. Hope you like it. I'm pretty confident about this one, I must say. Please, R&R! STAY TUNED!