First I was there, flying with my wings, carrying, a doomed city´s destiny and the weight of an entire world on my back. Indeed it was clear there would be an end, a cruel end, at least, for me. After had shown mysel to the world, left my message to those ones and having done my duties acomplished after all, I should better disappear. There was no more reason to exist. Couldn´t be worse. Or better. Dammned. The God Damned me should die. But, no.
Then, you appeared, only for me, just to save me. And you just did it. Unnoticeable. Took me to your place. Your homeland. And made me feel uneasy, with that unconfotable sensation of peace and happiness that an adult should not feel, specially when we are not used to have it. Oh, your colours. Your perfume. Your movements. Your words. Your ideas. For a while, I though life could be just us.
Suddenly, you've shown me a different path... where I could be not alone. Like if it was possible that my nightmares could be turned to dreams. Yes, we have the same ideas for a better world. Can it be possible? We could lead others. We could bring hope to the ones who live in darkness. Could be just us.
But no, there was him. A friend... That "other pal". Much stroger than me. A son of a...king. Ok, a prince... but an alien. So different as she is, perhaps. And in fact, could be a better pair. Why not? Why would´nt he appear less interesting for her? Why would I lose my time dreaming with those dreams? I wish I would never left that bomb explode away from me. The god dammned me shoul remain in darkness. Or even dead. Buried there, with my parents.
And then, with this thougts in my head, flying again to my own place, to my dark secrets, I land in my bed ealier that night. Strangely, my room was a bit lighten . With a red and soft bright. No, not red, golden bright. A reflex. Of a star. A red star. In a golden crown.
God. It´s hers. She forgot her crown here. I shoul give it back. Well, maybe I should call her. No, no. She could be with him at this time. That late. I look at the window and at a glance I see the moon. I almost hear a wolf crying. No, she has my number. Gotta my life. Gotta sleep.
I take my shower in darkness. The water clean my sweat and I feel as if it could make my sins disappear, those thoughts too. Why couldn´t I stop thinking of her? And why even knowing about them, she and him, I could feel her perfume? I turn the water off. I hear the sound of the night. I walk slowly in the direction of my bed. I sit in silence. I take a deep breath. I smile. Her fingers inside my blankets are my best surprise. What a night.