A/N Six months since Jamie went away on her trip, John and Jamie are still going long distance...AND Thanks to everyone that has reviewed the first part to this and I hope this one is just as good and yes Jamie is still as random...Hey look a bird!

Chapter 1 Replacement

John's POV

I was less than thrilled when Traci came in that morning, her fake smile and even faker tits on display for everyone to ogle. She just reminded me that no one could be like Jamie no matter how much they tried.

"Morning John" Traci giggled handing out the papers. Thankfully I wasn't the only guy in the locker room that missed her. Traci gave me a smile that just got me angry. In a way she was trying to be like Jamie and that was just insulting. No one could be like Jamie because the way Jamie was wasn't her fault. Anyone that tried to act like her, to me it was them mocking her and making fun of her. Before I could tell Traci what I was really thinking Victoria came in looking for me. I quite liked Victoria, admittedly when she was first here I didn't say much to her but she had become a close friend since Jamie left.

"Hey John"

"Hey Victoria. You alright?" I noticed her eyes were bloodshot with dark rings. "That dream again?"

"Yeah a little. Its taunting me"

I laughed a little "It is not. I've told you what to do"

"But what if they say no?"

"Then at least you tried" I smiled at her reassureingly "Just rip the band-aid off already Vic"

"No" She pouted slightly as that idiot Traci cut in.

"Here's your match script Victoria"

"Thanks Trace" Victoria took it and shot me a look. She hated Traci as much as I did. "Any word from Jam?"

"Nope" I shook my head sadly. In the past few weeks her phone calls and texts had dwindled. I knew it was the schedules but I couldn't stop the paranoid thought that was haunting me.

"Can I ask you something about Jamie?" I knew Victoria knew more about her injury than I did. When Raven worked for TNA Jamie and Victoria had become close.

"Sure"

I looked at Traci who was pretending to do some work while listening to our conversation. I grabbed Victoria by the hand and pulled her out of the room. "We'll talk out here."

We walked down the hall which was shockingly deserted. "Do you think that Jamie would forget that she's in a relationship?"

Victoria looked at me as if I was nuts, noting that I was really worried about this nagging thought she sighed slightly "Let me tell you something about Jamie, anything Cena related she remembers. Ask her when her birthday is, she'll look at you blankly. Ask her when you debuted she'll tell you right down to the exact moment when you stepped out from behind the curtain"

That put me at ease, given Jamie's brain her remembering something like that was really touching and unexpected.

"You really like her huh?" Victoria said as we walked.

"I don't just like her Victoria, I love her."

"Aww" She teased poking me in the ribs. "How sweet"

"Shut it." I laughed as we made our way into the arena and took a seat "After I split from Liz I really thought I would ever feel this way again but Jamie comes along and blows that theory right outta the water"

Victoria gave a little laugh, "You can't help but love Jamie, even people who hate her like her in some weird way. She is the only girl I know that can get away with calling the Undertaker buttons"

"She called him buttons?" I laughed remembering her name theory.

"Oh yeah, she couldn't remember his name so she just went up to him and said Hi buttons! how are you?"

"And Taker didn't chokeslam her?"

"Nah he just laughed and said good and how are you jelly-fish"

I cracked up laughing, Jamie seemed to ooze unknown confidence that made everything about her brain seem un-important. That was another reason I loved her.

"You should be careful though John" Victoria suddenly cut through my thoughts.

"About?"

"Traci. She likes you and if I know sluts and I do. She will try something on you"

"Yeah well I ain't that weak"

"When was the last time you had sex?"

I saw her point and I had to admit it was very valid. Sex was something I throughly enjoyed and shamefully back in the days it didn't take much convincing for me to do it. Except if I was in a relationship then I was faithful but back then I wasn't in relationships very long.

"Six months but I love Jamie and I know for a fact that if I had sex with someone else she would find out and she would break up with me and I'm not risking that for anybody especially a whore like Traci"

"Good to know because you break that girls heart I will break your face"

I laughed at her warning, it wasn't the first time I had recieved one of those so I was used to them by now. "I might try and call her tonight, hopefully she picks up"

"Knowing Jamie she probably forgot that her ringtone was actually a song and therefore ignored it"

"Probably I just hope that I ain't calling at like five in the morning, knowing her schedule that would just make her day even harder"

"So what is she doing anyway?"

"It's a tourism course or something, she gets to travel all over the world learning about different cultures all the while earning her a degree to work in almost any tourism job in the world"

"Wow" Victoria let out a low whislte, I knew what she was thinking and what several others would be thinking. Jamie wasn't smart enough to do something like that. According to her last text she was doing fine.

"Do you think she will ever come back here?"

"I hope so, I can't imagine being away from her any longer"

We sat in silence for a moment, random crew getting the ring ready for tonight. Taking my mind off Jamie I decided to bring up her problem. "Have you thought of just asking-" "Not gonna happen Cena"

"Why not?"

"Cause I know what will happen. I prefer my heart to remain unbroken"

"You don't know that will happen"

"Maybe it will happen and maybe it won't but I won't find out because I don't wanna risk it"

"Well you know what I say Vic, you gotta fight for the things you want"

"Yeah well we aren't in a damn wrestling ring Cena"