Jensen rolled his eyes and smiled at his co star, although it probably wasn't the best time for this to happen he just couldn't help himself, honestly he looked ridiculous, standing there covered in blood and bruises, which the makeup and special affects had applied exquisitely, still he couldn't help it, it cracked him up inside, hence the director now shouting cut and the rest of the production crew creasing up themselves.
Jared stared in utter belief, it was boiling in the studio under the lights and been covered in all this gack as well was not helping anything all he wanted to do was shoot the scene and then take a long shower, Jesus his skin was itching under his clothes and the fake blood. Still he couldn't stay mad for long and soon he had given up all hope of being serious at least for the next 10 minutes.
Finally and both composed along with the production crew they re took their places, clapper board in pace and three, two one and action.
'Look Sammy I aint, Line.'
'CUT'
That's when Jared noticed that Jensen wasn't laughing, in fact he wasn't doing anything, he was just stood there staring off, a glazed look flashed upon his face, Jared felt his stomach drop he didn't quite know why but he just felt that this was off, something was wrong.
However probably before he even realised Jensen was laughing again, but something still felt off and seen as the director had given up and called it a day, rather quickly he decided he was going to make sure he was alright.
The studio lights came on and the filming ones turned off and the stage door opened, looking around Jared could see Jensen at first he watched as the production crew streamed out into the night and as the studio emptied he caught sight of him sitting in a chair opposite the director and with a runner, slowly he wandered over and picked up bits of the conversation that was taking place.
'You ok?'
'Yeh am fine why, thought we were filming to at least 10 and its only 8'
'Jensen you had a small seizure and I thought it would be for the best if we called it a night and you get home and rest,'
Jensen's stomach had dropped he didn't have a clue, shit these so called small seizure were running amuck at the moment the medication they had put him on was working for the tonic clonic seizures but theses small ones seemed to be coming more frequently. Shit he had taken his meds, tried to keep his stress down, the lights had never bothered him,
'Jensen?'
The voice brought him back, shit was that another.
'Am gonna bring my car around the front, only be a sec' and off the runner went.
He was starting to feel tired and slightly annoyed, mainly with himself it was because of him they had had to stop filming for the day, this would probably knock the filming schedule out and put other people out shit.
Jared caught up with the runner as they were headed out the door, she was young and very pretty making him wonder why she wasn't on set as an extra or a bit part, he took a mental note to mention it to the director.
'Its ok ill take him home is he ok?'
Looking slightly shocked at being accosted by him she smiled,
'You'd better check with him first but I don't see any problem with that look am gonna sneak round the back for a quick ciggy.'
Jared smiled and wondered what she meant by ask him but he thought seen as it had been mentioned it was probably for the best that he did, as he walked back into the studio he could tell that the conversation had taken a more audible tone and the tone he could mainly pick out was that of Jensen, he quickened his step cursing about how big the studio actually was, Jesus it sounded as if Jensen was really loosing it, he'd heard him shout before, as he did in some of the scenes they had filmed but it had never had the edge to it it did now, he arrived just as Jensen stood up and turned to face him,
There was something off in his eyes and mannerisms but Jared barley registered as Jensen stared hard at him, his eyes rolled upwards and a awful noise left his mouth as he went slamming to the floor his body rigid, Jared felt stuck to the spot he didn't know what to do he looked down helplessly as Jensen's body went into rigid convulsions, his head slamming on the studio floor, before he realised the director was crouched over him placing his coat under his head and talking calmly to him, looking up he realised Jared was there and that tears were running from Jared's eyes.
'Jared can you ring an ambulance for me please' the calmness of his voice brought him back and he quickly fished out his mobile and dialled in 911
'err I need am ambulance, err he's having a seizure err I don't know, the address' the directors hand went up coaxing the phone off Jared.
'Yeh were at the Gatesland studios, lot 15, yeh he's epileptic, he had two partials, the first one was about 20 minutes ago then another now he's gone into a tonic clonic, thank you, yeh'. He smiled at Jared as he passed his phone back.
The seizure seemed to be calming, the director carefully turned Jensen onto his side. Jared hadn't noticed that they had now been joined by the runner,
'I'll wait outside for them. you ok?' Jared felt her touch his arm, turning to look at her he offered a small smile, then turned his back on the whole situation and walked out of the studio.
As he made it to his car he heard the siren approaching, opening the door he had to turn his back and vomit then he sat down put his head on the steering wheel and cried. He cried for Jensen, he cried for what he had seen, he cried for walking away.