Disclaimer: I don't own Phineas and Ferb or it's characters, all credit to Dan Povenmire and Jeff "Swampy" Marsh.
This is sort of a companion to my other story "Yeah, it hurts." but you don't have to of read it. This is just Isabella's thoughts of not being noticed by Phineas. Hope you like it!
He never notices me. We're friends, of course, but I fear that's all we'll ever be.
Maybe he does notice; but if he does, then he doesn't feel the same as I do.
In that case, I prefer him not knowing. It's less painful that way.
I know he feels something for me. Something that makes us more than friends. I know that at least.
But will he ever admit it to himself? Will he ever truly realize what he means to me?
Sometimes, I'll think that he picks up on something, only to have him shake it off and ignore it.
If only he looked a little more closely. If only he'd stop being so wrapped up in his Big Ideas.
One day. That's all I need. One day alone with him, and I could do it, easy. But that doesn't happen.
Every day he's doing something; building something amazing. I get to help, but we're never alone.
I hope one day he'll open his eyes and see me in a new light. It doesn't have to be tomorrow, just sometime soon.
I'd even take just knowing that it will one day happen. But who's to say really?
It has to happen; it just has to. I've been wishing for this for so long and slowly I've been getting nearer.
Maybe tomorrow I'll get just a little bit closer. Just one tiny step further on the path to showing him how I feel.
I'll take that any day.
Let me know what you thought!