A/N- This is my new story. And, I promise you, I will not delete this one. This is just the Summary and Preface. The next chapter is where the story begins.

~The Fear~

Chapter Title- I Love You, Goodbye

Summary:

I can barley look at you. But, every single time I do, I have this feeling. The feeling of knowing we are Soul-mates. It's the fear inside of me. I never had someone to love me, to want me---to need me as truly as he does. It's terrifying. But, as terrifying as it is, I love being with him. He makes me laugh, smile, he's my other half. And, I can not disagree with that.

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Preface:

"We can not be together, Seth." Tears welled up in his beautiful brown eyes. "Marisol- "I have to go, Seth. Goodbye." I tried to let go of his warm hand. However, he would not let me. "Please, don't go." He begged. If I could cry, I would. "Seth, it's time for me to say goodbye, please let go."

He listened to me, he slowly let go. "Why? –

"It's not safe, Seth. Goodbye," I turned around. "…Forever…" I mumbled. I did not want to tell him that. I already broke his heart, no need to go any further. I took one step away from him---

"Don't say that!" He grabbed onto my arm. He stopped me. I closed my eyes, feeling his warmth and electricity shoot through me. "I apologize, Seth…However, I have to do this…I don't deserve you."

"No, you don't!" He tried to reason with me. "It's me that doesn't deserve you," his warm hand slid down my arm to my hand. He intertwined his hand into mine. I opened my electric blue eyes. He used his force to turn me back around. His empty hand reached for my cold cheek. He cupped it gently; he aimed my face to look him into his big beautiful brown eyes. "Why, do you have to go?" he asked me. I could see salty tears rolling down his cheeks. "I just have too, Seth." I whispered, truthfully. I didn't exactly know why. I just knew I needed too. "Please, don't go, Mary." He whispered. I started tearlessly sobbing.

"I love you, Mary." He said. I can't take it anymore. I did not think it was going to be this difficult. I did not know he loved me this much. His thump kept rubbing against my cold cheek. Every single time sent more waves of electricity through me.

I roughly breathed in. "I hate you, Seth!" I yelled and lied. I smacked his hand off of me and pulled my hand away from him. His eyes widen in disbelieve. I took a step back. I turned around. Then I started running.

"Marisol!" Seth yelled my name. I knew he was running after me. Though, I was wrong. I heard howling behind me. He was phasing. I hurt him, so, so, so bad. Nevertheless, it was the thing to do.

I ran with my bluish midnight black hair bouncing against my chest. My white flats smudged with mud. My cheerleading skirt and shirt getting hit with tree branches.

I could see a sandy brown figure running next to me. He wasn't going to give up, was he? "Please, Seth, stop, making it so difficult!" I screamed. I started running inhumanly fast. "Just forget about me, act like I never existed!" I screamed at him. I heard barking. He was barking. "Why, are you doing this to me, Seth?!" I questioned him. I knew he couldn't answer me. "Just go, Seth, I don't love you, Goodbye!" I yelled at him. He was listening to me. He stopped, mid-step. I glanced behind me. Then I glanced back up front. "I love you, Seth..." I whispered. "I love you, Goodbye." Then I took off. Where, I do not know.

A/N- Remember that was a PREFACE not the actual story!

I named her Marisol! It means---Water and Sun

You're understand later why this was the PREFACE...

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Chapter Title- Stand in the Rain

I sat at a desk. A boring history teacher talked about brainless things. Hello, it's not science class. He kept pointing to people on the chalkboard.

My friends behind and next to me were texting on their cell phones. I, myself drew absentmindedly on my chocolate brown and strawberry pink notebook. They were mostly pictures of werewolves and vampires. They were something I loved to draw. My friends said I was pretty well at it too.

My green ink pen drew the finishing touches of a werewolf. He had big brown eyes and sandy brown colored fur. He was rather handsome, if I may add.

I walked through the crowd of students. They were all trying to get to class. I pushed and shoved my way though the soccer team players. They all yelled sexual comments at me. "Hey, Marisol, wanna come over my house and cheer?" Brainless comments like that. I ignored them with a quick eye roll. I walked away from them to my advanced math class.

I sat down next to a girl with long flowing hair. It was an unusual reddish bronze color. However, it looked stunning with her pale white complexion. The bronze ringlets reached to the middle of her back. She was wearing light blue skinny jeans, a matching jean jacket and black flats. She was inhumanly beautiful.

She was staring blankly at something. Her radiant chocolate brown eyes were filled with various emotions. Then she blinked and smiled.

"Hi, I'm Nessie." She was now staring at me with those chocolate brown eyes. She was so breathtakingly beautiful that I, myself couldn't talk.

"However, my actual name is Renesmee, but I prefer Nessie." She blissfully said. Then suddenly, she started laughing.

"Jake says it's a mouthful." Nessie said after she stopped laughing.

Her eyes wondered to the necklace around her neck. The piece that went around the neck was made out of ivory colored pearls. Nevertheless, her fingers absentmindedly played with the diamond ring that was connected to it. It looked as if it was a wedding ring.

"Who is Jake?" I asked, as I watched Nessie play with the dangling ring.

She glanced up at me. "Jacob, he's my boyfriend." She widely smiled; I could see a small portion of her teeth. They were different, different like mine.

"You never told me, what your name is?" Her smile turned into a frown.

"I apologize, my name is Marisol."

She was about to say something. Nevertheless, she too heard something. The teacher was coming.

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