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My Life. Hmmmm? How should I describe it? Maybe exhilarating? Naw nothing in my life makes me want to whoop and holler. How about adventuress? Nope not so much.

Is it empty?

Yes. My life is CERITANLY empty. Sometimes I say to myself, " Why do I even try"? But even though that's true, I feel like there's something waiting around the corner. Not always in a good way, but in a way.

It's been difficult, I guess you could say, since he left. Life itself was just crashing on top of me. Everybody at school just ignored me except Angela, but then Angela did too when she got Ben. Charlie would hardly say anything to me and it got to the point where I was sent back to Jacksonville. Renne spent most of her time with Phil and even though I could tell she was trying to be with me, it just didn't work out. Like she said we were always on different pages, but now it's like were in totally different books. It was like that with everybody. Life dropped after he left and I couldn't do a thing about it.

Soon I was out of high school and going to college. I slowly drifted away from everyone except one person who caught my eye. I knew it would never compare on how much I love Edward, but it was something to forward to. Something to tell yourself keep on going. Anyways we soon got very close and that's when he made his move to attack.

Flashback

"Why are we going in the forest, Matt" I asked while we were approaching it in his car.

"Be paient my Bella" He replied. I don't really like anybody calling me his, but I really didn't care at this point. I'm finally with someone who acutally loves me back.

"Alright, Alright". Soon we were already in the middle of the forest when the sun was going down, but we couldn't see it anyways so it was dark.

He looked at me and sighed.

"Bella, I'm sorry that I'm doing this, but I can't control my natural insctints." You would think he would say it a bit nicer, but no he acted like this was just some set-up. And right then his eyes turn black.

Oh no.

"Y-your a-a, y-your a-a..." I couldn't even finish my sentence.

"Yes I am, so what I'm about to do I'm greatly sorrow for. You won't feel a thing." Yeah right, like you would be sorry.

Then all the sudden I felt a sharp pain.

What the crap?! He said it wouldn't hurt. Great, I can't even die peacefully.

As he was "drinking" all the sudden another vampire jumped into the scene. As I was in a oven it seemed like, I could see Matt getting tore to . He desreved it. Stupid.... uhhh. The only thing I remebered before I black out into a dark world was a female it sounded like saying," Hold on" and then i drifted back to unconiouseness to meet my deadly end.

End of flashback.

So here I am now in Maine with my best friend, Anna, going to high school for about the umpteenth time. I'm about 68 years old living in a 18 year-old body. Yeah he bit me in my first year of collage, but I didn't need to worry about that since I probably know more than all of my teacher's knowlegdes put together.

"Hurry up Anna, we're going to be late. We only have a minute to get to school" I yelled in frustration.

"Bella when have we ever been late? Plus a minute is more than enough time to get to school, I mean come on were vampires" Anna calmly said.

"Yeah yeah" I said as we were getting into Anna's Audi R8. God that girl doesn't know the meaning of "blending in".

"Hey where's AJ" I asked. AJ was Anna's hubby. They known each each other for about 50 years and complelety in love. Though sometimes I'm jealous of what they have, I still love them with everything I have. They never left me after I was a vampire too which is alot to me since I had to go through the months of trying to not devour humans. I'm glad they're with me, but I wish sometimes that just maybe he will realize and try to find me. But both me and God know thats not going to happen.

" Oh, he had to get a quick snack" She said humorisouly. Ha yes, we are vegetarians.

We got to school with 30 seconds to spare.

"Well have a good day sis, both AJ and me will see you at lunch" She said as the first bell rang.

I was off to my classes which are easy, but history just fascinates me. Soon the bell rang and I was eventually in Science. That class went pretty good. Well at least today since I didn't have to correct Ms. Stine for millionth time. Then it was 3rd which was web design. That class is alright i guess I could say but just not my thing. Finally the lunch bell rang and everyone rushed to the cafeteria.

As I was walking to our table, know one dared to sit by us, there was 5 people sitting down.

It can't be, it just can't be. How.. How?

As I was about to leave before they caught my scent (her vampire scent of course) I saw Rosalie turn and looked me staright in the eye. Soon eveyone of them did so also.

So what do I do as the brave person I am, dash out of the cateria a bit too fast for any human and run towards the bathroom. I got into a stall put the toliet seat down and sat. Then all the sudden my phone went off.

Hey Im sorry sis but AJ got into a bit of trouble with some cops from the other city so I had to come and conviced the cop it was merely an accident. Were fine of course but were just going to miss the rest of the day. I hope you been doing good. Oh and the keys are in the car(:

Anna

Great I had to survive this alone now. Well I do hope none of them are in my clasess, espically today. The bell went off.I do sincerley hope they're are not in my class.

As I was walking into Biology I saw the person who had my heart. Edward.

By all luck he was sitting right next to where I sit. Oh this is going to be joy.

I was trying not to look so fidgety, but that wasn't working out too well. For most of the class we just sat there not even looking at each other, just sitting there. Finally though the bell was about to ring, I heard him say" Bella is that really you"?

But before he could get his answer the bell rang and I ran out of class. I got to my car soon, but someone caught my arm.

"Bella,please I don't know what to say but-" He started.

"Then don't say nothing at all. I've been fine living without you for these years so I surely be fine living without you for more. You don't give a crap about me Edward. Do you remember what you said in the meadow? Huh?!?! Well if you don't know then I'll tell you. You said you didn't want me anymore, you didn't love me anymore. That hurt, but I've gotten over it Edward. Now will you please let go of me." I snapped back.

Then I slammed the door and hit the gas, swerving out of the parking lot leaving a disconsolated and daunted vampire.

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