Just a Dream
Your smile won't fade,
Your laugh won't stop ringin' in my ears,
Whenever you say a word,
It stays with me for days,
Why won't it all just go?
Why wont it all just leave me alone?
Everything he was,
Everything I need,
As long as I have you,
Will always stay with me.
When I needed a friend,
You were there,
But no matter what I did,
No matter what I saiud,
Something deep inside,
Kept you out,
No matter how hard I tried,
I wouldn't come to you.
I don't know why,
Maybe it's coz,
I'm too much like her.
But you didn't give up,
You stayed by my side,
Then finally I came to you,
We talked and everything was fine,
Then I lost it,
I snapped.
God! I thought I had lost you,
But no,
Once again you never left my side.
You gave me what I needed,
And it all came out
I told you everything,
'till you thought I'd said it all.
But I refuse to say how you've hurt me,
time and again,
yet never once did I make it go away.
You stayed with me,
Through good and bad,
No matter what I did or said,
You never left my side,
You always made sure,
I knew I was never alone,
And all you get back,
Is a bullet to the chest,
A bullet that was meant for me,
Oh, thank god!
It was only a dream,
And yet you still don't know,
The most important thing of all,
I love you Fly Boy,
I love you.