I could hear the loud pounding on the Metal door behind me. The only exit and entrance.
But I didn't concentrate on that. My gaze and attention was fixed on the russet skinned man in front of me.
As I pointed the gun at him my hand shook. His gaze penetrated my very soul. Making my lower lip and whole body quiver. My mind screaming at me to pull the trigger now.
While my heart lurched with the thought of him ever being killed. I've wanted this for so long how could I finally reach it and not be able to pull the trigger.
I've taken many lives before so many I lost count. Just to kill him. I hated him with my whole being he caused me so much pain. He's a monster.
How could I leave this room and not kill him. He caused so much suffering to the world and me personally.
He finally spoke his intense gaze never leaving mine.
"Bella how can you betray me like this. What are you doing put the gun down."
His voice shook with so much emotion but still sounded stern and commanding.
"How could I, how could you Jacob. You've caused so much pain. You destroyed my home you've killed my parents. You kidnapped my daughter. I hate you. Your a monster! You made me a monster, And you know what the worst part is, even after all the horrible things you've done. I fell in love with you."
The last part came out in a insane sounding laugh. Maybe I was insane the rolling of my stomach making me feel nauseous with the added effects of my mind an heart battling one another out.
He looked shocked but I had to do it now or I would never. So as I closed my eyes I pulled the trigger a tear leaking out of my eye. Seconds before I heard the door getting bursted down I heard a sentence that broke my heart.
"I love you bell."
The last thing I heard Jacob Black say before a shattering pain erupted across my scalp, making me see stars. Then making everything go black.
Maybe it was better this way. In death you don't feel the pain of hate or a broken heart.