I'm tired.
I'm tired of them leaving me out. Not caring that I'm the human.
I'm the one that saves them day in and day out. I'm the one that could die, not them, but do they care no. I was kidnapped by Gerard and beaten to a bloody pulp, but still I managed to save both Erica and Boyd.
Did I get a thank you?
No, instead I got ignored.
When I see one of the wolf pack in the hallways, they just shove me out of the way as if I'm not there, shoot even Scott doesn't have time for me anymore. Always an excuse about, how he is spending time with Allison or they are having pack bonding time. Did it ever occur to them that I wanted to be apart of their pack?
Apparently not.
I even saved Jackson, dumbass by bringing him Lydia, and seeing her love bring him back. Making me realize I never had a chance with her and I never will.
Maybe I should just give up trying to be friends with them…..instead I'll work on my spark and make it a flame and show them just what they are missing.
You know what…..that's not a bad idea at all.
