I don't own anything! Happy Thanksgiving!

I am machine, I never sleep. I lay awake each night thinking how I should fix what is broken.

Xion left the Organization, Axel didn't stop her. Why didn't he? Is she better off without the Organization? But he known about who Xion really is, but he kept it from me.

Xion is a puppet. I covered my ears with my hands and I turned onto my side with my eyes closed, trying not to think about the whole thing, plus I need sleep. What about me, am I a puppet too?

Xemnas said that Xion is what connects me with Sora. Who is Sora? What am I suppose to be? I need to get this out of my head. Maybe I could talk to somebody about my thoughts. Wait, I know who! I sat up quickly. "Axel." If he's hiding things from me about Xion. What could he be hiding about me? I gotta know. I glared at my room. I swung my legs onto the floor and I hopped off the bed, and left my room.

In the Grey Area, I met Axel there. Nobody else was there. It's so quiet in here at night. "Axel." I walked over to him. He has to tell me everything about Xion and me.

"Hey Roxas."

I glared up at him. "Did you find Xion yet?" He better tell me the truth.

He looked away then he looked at me. "You know it's not gonna be that easy. "

Sadness grew in my eyes and I glared down at the floor. "I suppose not... I turned my gaze onto my friend. "Have you known... Xion about this whole time?" I hope he can at least give me a good answer.

He glared at the wall. "Not the whole time."

"Since when then?"

"Uhhh..." he rubbed the back of his head with his hand. "I can't exactly remember when." He still had his eyes on the wall as if he's trying to remember when he found out.

"Didn't get it memorized, huh?" I sighed and looked down at the floor. "Axel... who am I really?"

Axel looked at me in silence. I rasied my hands up half way in the air and I glared at my hand. "I'm special like Xion, I know that. But the Organization wanted me out of the picture." I glared up at Axel. "Am I right?"

"Yeah... they did."

I lowered on of my hands down and I glared at the one still in the air. "I guess it's 'cause Xion copied my powers and the Keyblad's powers, and they didn't need me anymore. And Axel, I guess you felt the same way."

He suddenly turned his body towards me as if I upset him. "You're wrong there. You'll always be my best friend."

"Best friends are suppose to be honest with each other!" I raised my voice as I walked closer to Axel. "Who am I Axel? Xemnas says that Xion and I are connected through Sora." I looked up at him in anger. "I don't even know a Sora! Am I a puppet like Xion?"

"You're different from Xion", he said calmly.

"Then why d-

"Founding out the truth doesn't always work out for the best," he said cutting me off and raising his voice.

"What makes you so sure about that? I have the right to know the truth!"

He let out a gasp.

"How did I even get here? Why am I so special?" My eyes grew wide. He better tell me everything. "Where did I learn how to use the keyblade? I hardly know who I am! What is so wrong wanting more answers!?" My hands dropped down to my side and I took some deep breaths.

"Roxas..."

"I need to know, Axel. Please... who am I?"

"You've just gotta trust me, Roxas."

"I don't. I can't." I turned on my heel walking away from my friend.

"Roxas." He had his arm stretched out to grab me, I was too fast.

"Somebody knows where I came from." They'll tell me, I know Axel can't. "If I can't get answers here. I'll get them somewhere else." I stopped in my tracks. I looked down at the floor, saddens grew in my eyes. I hate to leave my best friend behind. "That'll be the person... I trust."

I went on my way, leaving Axel behind. You see? I am a machine, who want answers and who wants to fix what's broken.