Okay so I was listening to this song, and this came to mind! Hope you all like! It's a bit mushy? Not sure but read and review if you like! I'm not supposed to be on but I sneaked on...

Takes place in the cafe after Dimitri tells Rose 'Love Fades...Mine Has...' so yup! One-shot!

Inspired by the song, Nobody Knows But Me by The Tony Rick Project.

Oh shit I think my mom's coming! Gotta go! Thanks for everything guys! Love ya all!

DPOV

I watched as Roza left. I knew I broke her heart. I saw the pain clear on her face. She was trying to hold back tears. I did the right thing. I told myself but my heart disagreed. My heart shattered when I told her that but I had to do something to keep her away. The memories of what I did to her… I just can't forgive myself from doing that to her.

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

You don't know how hard that was for me Roza.

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumbling down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around

I would do anything to take away the horrible memories I caused you while I held you captive…

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I already miss you Roza… every second of every minute…

I carry smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)

I wish that you would understand that I can't be near you without thinking about what I did…

Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me (well, well)

My heart aches for you Roza…

How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still

I'm just as shattered as you… I'm sorry for everything I did to you…

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I wish we could be together forever…

oooo oohhhhh yeah

Tomorrow morning, I'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna load my heart and hope you come back to me

I know you won't ever forgive me but someday soon I hope you will…

(Say when the nights are lonely)
(3x with adlib until fade)
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you

I love you Roza.

"And nobody knows it but me…" I whispered quietly. I stood and went to my room, the guards following me. As I lay on the bed, I allowed my silent tears to fall… a place that no one can see them.

I'm broken just as much as you… and nobody knows it but me…

So... how was it? Mushy? Sweet? Horrible? Please tell and thanks again! Okay this time I really got to go! You guys are amazing!

•Pony•