A/N: This is my very first fanfic, so please constructive criticism only! I do not own any characters of the D. grayman series, only my own characters. R&Review!

"Why? Why did God do this to us?"

"Why we are faithful people…we worship God! Why did this happen?"

"How can God let such pain happen to good people?"

"I curse the name God!"

"I hate God!"

This is the beginning of how Akuma are born. Those who have lost someone precious to them, become so lost in their grief…they become victims of the Millennium Earl. He brings them promises of returning their love ones to life.

They quickly believe him for they have lost their faith in God. They call out to the souls of those that they lost with all their hearts and they become entrapped as Akuma. And then they are killed by the newly made Akuma…as payment of the Earl. So many souls, trapped forced to do his bidding, to kill other humans.

So I tell you now, who are reading this. If you have lost someone close to your heart, it is alright to cry, it is alright to be angry at God or yourself. This is all part of grieving, for without grief, how would we have hope or move on with our lives and cherishes others?

But do not wish for them to return, no, leave their souls at rest and do not become the Earl's next target. For if you do, it could be you that is dead, and your precious one a slave to the darkness. Have faith in God, that one day you and your loved one will be reunited in Paradise.

I think you are wondering who I am to be telling you this…well then I shall tell you. I am the one who fights the Akuma and the Earl. I am the one who is gifted to free the trapped souls.

I am an Exorcist…and this is my story…