Okay so this is my new story I've been writing it for weeks now and decided to finally upload it hope you all enjoy.

My alarm went off reminding me that I had to be at the ED in 2 hours. I decided to take a shower and get ready before leaving early so that I might have a chance of talking to Tom before shift started. I need to talk to him about what happened last night, I need him to know that I didn't want it to happen. He had annoyed me so much that day by trying to tell me that I shouldn't go on shouts with Jeff, Dix, Pol, Tams and Iain anymore because it was "to dangerous" and he doesn't want me to "go and get myself killed". Thinking back to it I do realise that he was only looking out for me and I was so stupid to kick off over it. I wish I wasn't so stubborn and went for a drink when everyone else did, not with Iain because there's a massive chance that I might have lost my fiancé forever now. I decided to drive to work because then I could wear my scrubs there instead of having to get changed because then I would have more of a chance of talking to Tom and for longer.

I arrived at the ED 15 minutes before my shift so I decided to go straight to the staff room to see if I would be able to find Tom in there, luckily for me he was sat on the sofa talking to Fletch.

"I didn't think Sam would ever cheat on you though mate it just doesn't sound like her" I overheard Fletch say to Tom. I knew Fletch wouldn't say anything that would make us stay split up because he knows how much I love Tom and he hates it when I'm not smiling.

"Fletch the reason her and Dylan split was because she cheated on him with Iain as well, if I see him today there is no way that I'm going to be able to hold myself back from swinging for him." I knew Tom would go and do something stupid. Even though I don't mind him hitting Iain it's just the fact that he would most likely lose his job for it and I don't want to be the reason that Tom loses his job. I decided to walk in before anything else was said about what happened last night.

"Tom..." I said as I watched him and Fletch sat on the sofa, he turned around almost immediately and looked at me. I could tell by looking into his eyes that he was angry, but for some reason his eyes were really puffy like he had been crying to, I really wish he hasn't.

"I will just leave you two to it then" Fletch said getting up and walking towards the door but before he got there he stopped and turned back around, "oh and Sam"

"What Fletch" I replied back slightly harsh even though I didn't mean to I was just wondering what could be so important that it couldn't wait until after I had spoken to Tom.

"I'm working with you today, Zoe wanted me to keep an eye on you after what happened last night so when you've finished in here just come down cubicles because I will cover for you until you get there" he told me with a smile on his face.

"Thanks Fletch, means a lot" I smiled at my best friend, Fletch is probably the best friend I have ever had, he can always make me smile no matter how bad things get. Before I had the chance to say anything I was interrupted by Tom.

"What the fuck do you want Sam? If cheating on me in front of all of our colleagues wasn't bad enough you still feel the need to come into work and embarrass me here too" Tom telling me this was when I knew I had lost him and how hard it would be to have even the slightest chance of getting him back.

"Tom, you mean the world to me. I regret kissing Iain I really do, it wasn't meant to happen it was an accident it will never happen again I swear, the only reason I went to meet him was to have a drink with him nothing else. I love you Tom I mean it please I seriously can't live without you babe I need you Tom" and with saying this the room fell silent once again.

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