took the words right out of my mouth:
love me
hate me
praise me
—
dark little darkling
whisper up on me
want me
dark me
leave me
—
doesn't matter
no no no
doesn't matter
i'm going to forget you
tell myself
please do
i'm sick of you
haunting me
scaring me
why won't you let go of me?
—
i want to lose you
i want to forget all those days long ago
i thought that i loved you
but now i really know the truth . . .
—
one day i'm going to let go
one day i'm going finally going to say no
one day might never come
but i'm hoping one day i'll lose this love