dear father,

i am sorry

even though you should be.

i am sorry for choosing your grandfather

i apologize for siding with your enemy

i regret falling into kronos's clutches.

dear thalia,

i am sorry

and i am only sorry about you

i miss you

and

i wish you

were there with me

every step of the way

hate me

i suppose you do

but

i love you

sorry for that.

dear annabeth,

my only word with you is why

why

why why why

did you choose jackson

did you leave me

didn't you believe

you are family

and family forever was a promise made by

both of us

i was not the only one who broke it.

-luke castellan