hey hey ho!!! this is my 4th fanfic which is the sequel to how you love me now! this is dedicated to black neko hime

tsubasa-senpai and misaki-senpai, it's your turn to the disclaimer!!!

tsubasa: daniellecamille don't own gakuen alice or the song the reason but,,..

misaki: tacibana higuchi own gakuen alice while the song the reason belongs to hoobastank!

tsubasa and misaki: enjoy!!!


Natsume is in his room crying because Mikan left him but he felt guilty for all he did to Mikan. He decided to apologize to Mikan but he did not know how.

How can I apologize to Mikan now? What if she's with her so-called-prince charming? Mikan I'm sorry. Crying ain't gonna help me! I gotta stop crying and go to Mikan's room. But what I got rejected? Stupid life!? Why did I broke up with Mikan in the first place? It's all my fault!? I gotta take a shower before I face Mikan..

-After shower-

Ok here it goes. It's now or never.. Here I am I just exited my room and on my way to Mikan's room.. Here it is... Infront of me is Mikan's door.

Knock Knock Knock and so the door opens..

"What the f*ck are you doing here? Didn't I tell you that I don't wanna see you f*cking face anymore?" I don't know what happened, but my body started to move on it's own and I am now inside Mikan's room now. The bed.. nothing changed.. we used to do it here.. Here it goes..

Mikan I'm sorry, please forgive me. Sorry for all the things I did to you.. please I still love you! Mikan I love you! Can we get together again?

"What the heck are you talking about Natsume?! You broke up with me and now you're asking me to get together with you? You're so stupid, you shouldn't have broke up with me!?"

I started singing..

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

Natsume took Mikan hands but surprisingly, Mikan didn't struggle..

I found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

Mikan is now at the verge of crying..

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live everyday

And all the pain that I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches your tears

Thats why I need you to hear

Natsume knelt still holding Mikan's hands

I found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

And the reason is you

And the reason is you

And the reason is you

Mikan started to cry-y-y!

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

Natsume stand up and cupped Mikan's face with his hands..!!!

I found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you.

Mikan, I'm sorry. Can you still forgive me? Can we get back? "Yes, Natsume!" Then Natsume kissed her paaaassionately.. and layed her to her bed..

And you know what happened!!!!


How was it? Is it good? (with blinking eyes!!) well this is dedicated to black neko hime!! thx u xo much to those who reviewed my stories!!!!! Don't worry, I'll write the second chappie for When will you notice me? Don't forget to review! Reviews are highly apreciated!!!!!!

xoxo!!!