Love was supposed to last forever, especially for us.
He was everything I ever dreamed about, the light that showed me the way down the dark tunnel. The moon that shone brighter than the stars; my sun, that lived only to shine on me.
My life was perfect, full, and peaceful with him in it.
I don't know how i'm supposed to go on without him.
If you had told me a year ago, that my whole existence would revolve around a boy, I would have laughed in your face. If you had told me I would be in pain without him by my side, I would have told you to go mess with somebody else. It's strange how completely my world has changed in a year. The upsides;the painful downsides. The love and the downfalls; the joy and the constant sorrow. All because of him.
To say I loved him with all my heart would be an understatement. It was so much more than that. He was a part of me, a part of my soul. To say I loved him with every ounce of my being and then some would be more accurate. Since the first time i saw him, eight months ago, I've known he was the one I was fated to be with. My destiny was to lie next to him for the rest of my life. My soul mate.
Until I screwed it all up.
It's funny how often people make mistakes. The little ones, the big ones, the life-changing ones. Everyday, millions of people make thousands of mistakes. One mistake, one decision, can mess up your entire life.
I have experience with that.
This is the story of how I killed the only boy I've ever loved.