A/N: So this is like an introduction. Well, it doesn´t start too happy. Everything will be explained later. There might be a lot of scrambled dates so keep your eyes opened, so you dont get all confused! I suck at summary´s too. So if you have a better one, submit it! This chapter is like really long, but you must read it so you can understand what this is about. So PLEASE review!!

Alyson´s P.O.V

"I hate you!" I shouted and ran off. I couldn´t believe I was actually saying that. I mean, this is Joe am talking about. Joe, my best friend, the guy I love. Joe. I regret everything. I wish I could go back in time.

Flashback (9 years ago)

A 7 year old Alyson was seating, reading a book. She was wearing a pink dress, a ponytail and dorky glasses. It was her first in school, and even though it had started as a wonderful day, by then it sucked. She was hoping to make new friends, but by far, she had oficially been ignored by all of her classmates. Luckily, a few glances, and that´s it. It hadn´t been an amazing day, but at least no one had made fun of her, like it usually happenned. Until...

"Ehem!!" The girl said staring at Alyson. She was about her age, but way shorter. She had little perfect blonde curls, that fell perfectly, over her perfect little blue dress.

"Hi!" Alyson answered excited.

Maybe this was going to be her first friends. Or not.

"Stand up!" The girl shrieked. She had the most annoying voice on the planet.

"Excuse me?" Alyson asked confused.

"I said, STAND UP!. You´re sitting in my spot." She said running her fingers trough her hair.

But as confused as Alyson was, she stood up.

"I´m sorry. I didn´t know this was your spot." She said politely. Then, he blonde girl sat down, and Alyson innocently sat next to her.

"So, I´m Alyson. What´s your name?" She asked sweetly.

"What are you doing?" The girl said annoyed. Then she tood up and gave Alyson an evil stare.

"You can´t talk to me!" She said like it was the most obvious thing in the world. Then she pushed her, making her fall to the ground. That was before giving her the last glance.

"I only talk to pretty girls." She said and walked away laughing.

Alyson just sat there crying. She was still on lying on the floor, and by far she couldn´t see anything beacuse she had dropped her glasses. Then she heard someone walking near her.

"Are you okay?" She heard the boy asking, but she didn´t answer so he walked away. But then she heard more steps and that boy´s voice again.

"Are this your glasses?" He asked her. She just nodded, assuming that those were her glasses, since she couldn´t see anything. The boy handed her the glasses and she put them on. That´s when she saw him. He was by far the most gorgeous-8-year-old she had ever seen. And she didn´t even like boys that much. He had those big brown eyes and a that beautiful smile that just made her feel better.

"I´m Joe" He said giving her his hand. She grabbed it and stood up.

"I´m Alyson" She smiled shyly.

"It´s nice to meet you" He said smiling. "So, what´s wrong Al?"

Al. She loved that nickname. "I´m fine." She said wiping her tears.

"If you were, you wouldn´t be crying. And besides, I saw Jessica push you. What happenned?" He asked looking in her eyes filled with tears.

"Um, i sat in her spot." She said looking down. "But I swear it wasn´t on porpuse! I didn´t know and.." But Joe cut her off. "It´s okay" He said smiling.

"And she won´t talk to me because I´m not pretty" She said looking at her shoes.

"Did she say that?" He asked in an angry tone. Alyson just nodded.

"That´s just mean. That´s why I broke up with her" He said in a serious tone.

"Broke up?" Alyson asked confused. "Aren´t you like 8?"

"Yeah, but I was 7 at the time. Young and stupid" He said shoving his hands in his pockets.

Alyson just giggled and he smiled.

"So, you wanna go play with me?" He asked with a big smile on his face.

"Sure!" She answered excited and they began to walk, but Joe suddenly stopped. Then he turned around and faced her. "And by the way", He said looking down. "I think you´re pretty" She blushed lightly, took his hand, and they ran off. Together.

And that´s how they met. Since that moment they were inseparable. Like literally. They had every class together, same schedules, hang out every single day, made homework together everyday...Yeah, because if it wasn´t for her, Joe probably wouldn´t do any. And they walked home together every single day, and holding hands. And that´s probably weird, beacuse they are not a couple or anything like it. They just like each other´s company a little too much. And by a little, I mean way too much. Yeah, you guessed. They liked each other, but secretly. Alyson didn´t tell him, because she thought he didn´t like her back, and for Joe, it was the exact same thing. But they had never told each other. They just hang out a lot. And that didn´t do any good for their love relationships. All of Joe´s girlfriends hated Alyson, they were way too jealous.

Most of them tried to break them apart, ha yeah, mission impossible. Joe got insanely mad when they started to complaint about all the time he spent with Alyson, so he just dumped them. He didn´t really care that much, because it was impossible for him to fall for another girl that wasn´t Alyson. He was madly in love with the girl. He loved every single detail about her. The way she played with her hands when she was nervous, and how easily you could made her blush, the way she laughed of every single silly joke he made, and of course, her beautiful smile. But sadly, he never told her. He just knew he wasn´t her type. She dated guys that were romantic, sweet, outgoing..Guys that came out of fairytales. But luckily, that wasn´t very often. Even though she was a beautiful girl, she didn´t date that much.She had rejected like 80 of the guys in the world. And that made Joe even more insecure. And that´s why he dated a lot. Maybe there was a girl, some where out there, that helped him get over Alyson. If he couldn´t have her as a girlfriend, he at least wantd to keep her close.

But for her it was different. Well, not that different, it´s just the she dealed with it. Yeah, she loved him too. Just as much as he loved her. But she couldn´t see that. All she saw was how e dated all this gorgeous girls, that she looked invisible next to them. It broke her heart everytime Joe introduced her to one of those girls. And everytime it didn´t work out, she would always be there for him. But she felt so guilty, because she actually felt happy when it didn´t. And it killed her! She felt so selfish. But all she could do was spent as much time as she could with Joe. Everytime she caught him staring at her, he looked away and blushed. There some awkward moments, but they had an amazing relationship. It´s cool cause we´re just friend.