This is my new story, I know I have others to get done but I'm stuck on them. SO I decided to come up with another that I know won't be complicated. So here you go. I hope you like it. PS: I don't own the Twilight Series.

Chapter 1: My Promise

(Flashback)

"Bella I don't want you to come with me" he spoke slowly, and precisely his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying.

"You…don't…want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded placed in that order.

"No"

"Well that changes thing."

He looked away into the trees as he spoke again, "of course, I will always love you in a way, But what happened the other night made me realize that its time for a change. Because I am…tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I'm not human," he looked back and the icy planes of his perfect face were not human. "I've let this go on for much too long, and I'm sorry for that."

"You're not good for me Bella."

"Don't" My voice was just a whisper now; awareness was beginning to seep through me, trickling like acid through my veins. "Don't do this."

"If that's what you want" I answered on the verge of tears.

He nodded once.

My whole body went numb, I couldn't feel anything below my neck.

"I would like to ask one favor, though, if that's not too much," he said.

I wonder what he saw on my face, because something flickered across his own face in response. Bet, before I could identify it, he'd composed his face into the same serene mask.

"Anything," I vowed, my voice faintly stronger.

AS I watched, his frozen eyes melted. The gold became liquid again, molten, burning down into mine with an intensity that was overwhelming.

"Don't do anything reckless or stupid,"

(Flashback Over)

I made myself a promise that day, for him. But look at me now, I was being reckless and stupid. I broke one promise that I vowed to keep for him. But I still do the dumbest things just so I can hear him again.

For instance, riding with my new found friend Jacob, then hanging out with not only one just werewolf but a whole PACK of werewolves; don't let me forget that they can explode any minute by the slightest mistake that might just I don't know-PISS THEM OFF! Trust me I know what that's like. And then last but not least jumping off of a cliff. Which I just happened to do today, causing myself to almost drown if it weren't for Jacob saving my life; yet again. He saved me from drowning and from almost getting killed by Victoria in the water. Yes she is still after me.

Now I am making myself promise to someone is his dear, who means everything to me, who is my best friend, who I can trust til' the end, and who I know I can love. Jacob. I promised that I will try to do anything in my power to not mourn over Edward again. Jacob doesn't deserve to mourn with me for my loss. Jacob doesn't ever deserve to suffer, he has enough handle, and I just cant stand seeing him in pain though. It hurt me to see him in pain, and all Jacob wants is to have a happy life, with ME. I just don't know if I can support it on that. It might be later on down the road, and I may have promised him but its not going to be simple as if forgetting and then dating.

No, its going to be way harder than that. But I will, I promise I will keep my promise for MY Jacob.

I know it was short but its just the beginning. Review and tell me if I should continue if you like it or not?