It was Jude's big birthday. The one where everyone was going to be at. She was finally going to be eighteen years old, and her one goal for her birthday was Tommy. Of course everyone thought she was a slut who would sleep around with anyone, but the truth was she was waiting for the one person that she has been in love with since that very moment walking into G-Major. She didn't care what everyone thought. But what if Tommy didn't feel for her the way she felt for him. There is what Sadie said on the stairs that Tommy got in a fight over her. How could that be if he looked at me with such a passion, caring, the way he caressed my skin. He just couldn't still like my sister. He just had to feel something for me I mean, I cant have all these feelings and him have so little. I guess we will find out.

D was throwing me a big birthday bash at G-Major, My plan is to party hard have a kick ass time then later on that night I will not be going home with Sadie I will be going back with Tommy.

MY BIRTHDAY

I spent all day pre-pairing for my birthday I took in as much consideration to my underwear as to the thing over it. I decided that I was going to go all out with everything, first I was going to wear a Red dress for passion, it fell just past my knee, the back was bear except where the laces crossed and my hair was simply falling down my back in curly strains. My shoes where a black strappy high heel and for my underwear it simply was a black lacy thong, not to show lines in the dress. I was dressed to kill. And I knew just who to aim my sights on. I was introduced by white lies, at my request. Sadly there was Karma right there as I came out which was okay because tonight wasn't about Karma and are fighting tonight was to celebrate the fact that I was now eighteen and the more important fact that I finally was going to be with Tommy. I looked around of course D was on the mic, Sadie was standing by Kwest. There where my parents even though they didn't look to happy about it, there was Jamie and Patsy, but as far as I could see there was no Tommy. The one person I want to be at my party and he was a no show. That could not be, I leaned over to D and whispered, "Where is Tommy?"

"Oh, he had some business to take care of, he told me to tell you he was sorry he cant be here, also I have his gift its in my office, you can go get it whenever you want."

"Thanks." Business my ass. My mission cut out here early and kill Tommy! I mingled with everyone for about thirty minutes making sure to dance with Sadie and chat up to some of the reporters that where there. I had ten minutes before I had to go on stage and perform. Karma only said a few distasteful things to me since I arrived so all an all I felt pretty good except I wanted to have Tommy there by me. I slipped into D's office surprisingly un-noticed. There on the desk was a black jewelry case with my name on it. I opened it and inside was a beautiful necklace, it was a silver chain and on the end was a small silver key with little diamonds at the base of it. It was perfect the note said, " Jude, Sorry I couldn't be there I had some family come into down unexpectedly, I wish I could have been there for you, but I know you will do just fine by yourself. Always Tommy." He could have brought his family here. Jude's train of thought was interrupted by sadie coming in to check on me. "Hey you, you have to be on stage in five minutes. What do you got there?"

"Its my birthday present from Tommy."

Sadie took the box from me and ran her finger over it, "This is really nice, well we always new he had great taste, you wanna put it on?"

"Would you?"

"Of course turn around." Sadie pulled it from the box and slipped it around her neck. "It looks stunning on you."

"Thanks we better get out there, I still have to sing."

"Yeah, why isn't Tommy here?"

"He had family come into town."

"Oh, okay. So tonight I was thinking me and you should have a sleepover since your no longer a child anymore. You know one last night to be girly before you really have to grow up."

"Oh thanks Sadie but I think I wanna be alone tonight, I'm planning on going over to the warehouse and work out some of my songs. Sorry how about tomorrow night?"

"Sure that sounds great."

Sadie started to walk to the door, "Sadie…" Sadie turned to see Jude say, "Thanks for being my big sister, I wouldn't want anyone else." Sadie walked to Jude and hugged her. "Come on we got to go before Darius kills us." For the rest of the night I sang three songs, got insulted twice by Karma, Received a few presents, and had too much cake, which inevitably got all over Jamie's face. I watched everyone leave the only one left was me and Darius. "Okay D, I'm gonna head out, see you tomorrow."

"Yeah Jude, and happy birthday."

"Thanks. I still got a whole hour left." When I got into my car I was going to head to the warehouse but then again I still had an hour till midnight and Tommy should be home by now. I started to head out to Tommy's house.

I walked up the steps to Tommy's house slowly fixing my hair and dress as I did. I knocked on the door to have it answered by this beautiful brown haired girl wearing only a t-shirt and boyshorts. I was speechless A few moments passed and Tommy appeared behind the girl only wearing a pair of boxers. I turned and headed to my car, "JUDE, wait." I didn't I was sick of waiting. I got in and sped away to the warehouse. My cell phone went off but I ignored it. I didn't want to hear from Lil Tommy Q.

There I was sitting in the warehouse and I started to cry twenty minutes until my birthday is completely over. I wiped my tears away from my eyes and said out loud, "Time for me to grow up." I grabbed my guitar and started to sing.

I thought it could be you,

But ever time I think I know you,

You disappoint me more than you could ever know,

My life was good… normal even,

Then you flew threw my heart,

And I couldn't give you up,

But why you wernt my type not by far,

I herd a pounding coming from the door, either that's Sadie or that's Tommy. I'm hoping for Sadie. I opened the door and before I knew what was happening Tommy stormed in. "Shut Up!!! I am so sick of you getting the wrong idea and then hating me, For once I can speak my mind. First off there still is three minutes in your birthday so…Happy Birthday Jude." He marched over and kissed me hard on the mouth, I pushed him away.

"How dare you, you stood me up then you come prancing in here like a bat out of hell and have the balls to kiss me."

"I'm not done with my blurting out yet so be quite. Second off, I stood you up because I had family over and I havn't seen them in forever and I could not very well turn them down."

"Oh yeah FAMILY, that's why a girl half dressed answered your door at damn near midnight."

"You really think I would cheat, wait where not together so it wouldn't be cheating right?"

"Yeah right so why don't you get out, as far as I'm concerned your trespassing."

Tommy looked down at the floor gave a grunt of some sorts looked up and just staired at Jude, it was like all of a sudden he became very still and very serious. "Jude I would never hurt you on purpose you know that, and I would have given anything to be there tonight. You know that."

"If you weren't trying to hurt me why did you. Who was that girl standing in her underwear?"

"Jude I thought you knew me better than that, Sarah is my sister, my family in town was her and her son. She showed up earlier today with her son because she finally left her husband."

"You never told me you had a sister."

"You never asked." Jude walked over and sat down she looked down then said, "You could have brought her you know."

"I could have but I didn't, she needed me not a party certainly not a party full of celebrities and reporters." He walked over to me and sat down. "Jude I guess I should have called you but I really didn't want to ruin your night."

"You wouldn't have." He traced his finger down her neck and landed on the key.

"I'm glad you like it."

"Of course I like it you gave it to me."

"It cant be like this, you and me, we cant be together don't you see."

"No Tommy I don't see."

"I'm no good for you."

"Shouldn't I be the one to decide if you are good for me or not."

"No I…." He got cut off by Jude grabbing his face in between her hands and looking him in the eyes while saying, "Its always been you, always been us, cant you see that I'm totally and completely in love with you, and always have been." A tear slipped from her eye. Tommy couldn't take it anymore he pushed his fingers threw her hair and kissed her deeply. She met his kiss with just as much intensity and urgency as his was. They fell back onto the couch, Tommy was welcomed as he was cradled in between her legs. He couldn't stop kissing her, he couldn't believe he was kissing her. Tommy pulled away and said, "It has always been you, I've always been in love with you." Before she could say something Tommy covered his mouth with hers he felt a tear on her cheek. He pulled away and wiped her tear away. They both looked at eachother Jude smiled and said, "Finally." Tommy smiled down at her and kissed her again. He rested his forehead on hers groaned and said, "So whats next?"

"So what do you want to be next?"

"No Jude, its your move."

" Tommy all I want is you. And to tell you the truth I went to your house tonight to seduce you."

"Sarah always did have crappy timing." We both laughed a little. "Jude I love you and I want you more than anything but not on an old couch and in a rusty warehouse, at least not for our first time together."

"You do know Karma was lying right."

"Lying about what Jude?"

"I've never been with anyone. Sadie asked me the other day who I was waiting for, I didn't answer her."

"I thought you and speed…" He wiggled his eyebrows and I laughed and said, "I could never. But I have a question for you, while Sadie and me where talking she said you got in a fight with kwest over her, why where you fighting over Sadie?"

"We weren't I was a little pissed that Kwest started to take over all my clients to say he was doing everything and I was feeling a little on edge so I started to fight with him because I was annoyed at him. Sadie was just an excuse then he said something about you, I punched him and then Sadie walked in. She thought it was over her but it was over you."

"Wait what did Kwest say about me?"

"He yelled at me for making a big deal about Sadie and him when she wasn't even the sister I wanted, and then he said basically I was no good for you."

"Is that where you got it into your head that you where no good for me, I can honestly tell you I have never been as happy as I am right now here lying in your arms." Tommy pulled the blanket over them and said, "By the way I didn't get to tell you how beautiful you look in that dress." She smiled and cuddled into his arms and fell asleep.

THE NEXT MORNING

Jude awoke to Tommy stretching next to her. "What time is it?"

"A little over six we better get up, we have to be at work at eight." Tommy looked down at Jude's dress. "Do you have any clothes here that you can change into?"

"Yeah, There in the trunk over there, I like to spend the night here some times." He smiled kissed here then asked, "You wouldn't have a toothbrush in your little stash?" Jude just smiled and got up Tommy followed her she handed him her toothbrush and she started to pull out some jeans and a bra and a t-shirt. She then realized that she couldn't undo her dress by herself. "Tommy would you mind undoing my dress?"

"Sure no prob." He walked over to her as he was undoing the straps that laced up her dress he lingered slightly brushing his fingertips across her back. Jude stretched and moaned over his touch. When he was done undoing her dress she held it up with her hand and started to go behind the curtain. "Jude wait, are you embarrassed."

She turned to face him still holding up her dress with her hands. "Well I've never undressed myself in front of anyone especially in broad daylight."

"Well consider today a learning experience." She just stood there frozen like a deer in the headlights. Tommy walked over to her, he wrapped his arms around her and kissed her softly, she returned his kiss. He moved his hands up her back around her neck up to cup her face. He slid one hand down her neck to cover her hands that where still holding the dress up. He pulled away from her face and looked at her. He put his hands in between Jude's hands and pulled the fabric down exposing her breasts. Jude's arms fell to her sides she didn't know what else to do with them. Tommy knelt on his knees he kissed her skin right above her left breast, his hands slid up her sides and started to rub her back as his lips moved down her breast to take her nipple into his mouth. Jude gasped, she finally lifted her hands and pushed her fingers through Tommy's hair. Tommy moved his mouth to the next nipple making it as hard and wet as the other he started to move his mouth lower dipped his tongue into her belly button and scratching his teeth along her skin.

Tommy's hands found there way to Jude's hips where he slipped his hands into the fabric still there and pushed it all the way down. His eye's gazed upon her black lacy underwear and he exhaled deeply. His hands slid up the back of her legs slowly and cupped her butt. He slowly reached up and started to pull her underwear down her body exposing her self completely to Tommy. He slid his hands up her body as he slowly got of his knee's he brought her closer to him kissed her deeply, "You're beautiful every inch. Now there is no reason you should ever be shy around me again. By the way the next time I get to undress you I wont be able to help myself." She smiled as he one more time kissed her lips then. Jude finally started to get dressed not minding his watchful eyes gazing upon her.