Kiss
xLilyFlower28
A/N: So, I don't really know about this fic. It kinda popped into my mind, but I'm not really sure where it's going or where it came from. It's a one shot though, so this is it. I hope you like it, reviews are appreciated!
I was finished. I wasn't going to let him hurt me anymore; I couldn't. I wasn't stable enough to handle anything else.
So I walked away.
But he didn't let me; he grabbed me and pulled me towards him. Looked at me for a second first, then kissed me. He kissed me softly, expecting me to pull away, but I didn't.
I kissed him back. I kissed him with everything I had ever felt for him. With every ounce of hatred I held for him before I loved him. With all the sweet words he said to me when we first become friends. With the lust that was evident as we became closer friends. I kissed him with every feeling of bliss he gave me when we were together. With all of the nights we were alone. With all of the fights we got into. With all of the anger that was so unbearable that I cried myself to sleep in rage. With all of the disappointment that he had given me, all of the times he had let me down. With all of the depression that I faced, as he proved his inability to change. I kissed him back, and it was the most passionate kiss I had ever shared with him. Passionate, not loving. All of the pain he caused me, I threw back into him; everything he had ever said to me and done to me, I kissed him with that.
Then I fell. I pulled out of the kiss, and I lost command of my body. I dropped to the ground in a pathetic heap; I was a skeletal imprint of the woman I used to be. I was broken, and I had surrendered. I wasn't strong enough to handle this, or him.
And he came down right next to me, and held me in his arms. He held me so tightly that I couldn't have escaped if I wanted to. He didn't leave me, and I wasn't sure if I wanted him to. I couldn't stop myself from shaking. I hoped to die, but I knew that was wishful thinking. I couldn't trust him. Yet I couldn't leave him, even though I wanted to… but did I? I didn't know what I wanted, or what I was even capable of doing at this point.
"I'm never letting you go." James whispered quietly. My consciousness was slipping, I barely heard him.
Yet he stayed true to his word.