Time won't let me go
A songfic by victoria the vampire, song by the bravery. during new moon!
Bella POV
i stared out the window and onto my bed as those terrorizing thoughts of him entered my head. i'd always been able to put those menacing thoughts away, but there were times went i couldn't control them; they just flooded into my head. i'd tried avoiding anything that reminded me of him. they were incontrollable now, and what had once been the best days of my life had turned to the darkest. i lay, twisting and turning as i let the memories grab a hold on me. the tears started flowing now, and the hole in my chest was widening. it burned at the edges; i couldn't take it.
Whenever I look back
On the best days of my life
I think I saw them all on T.V.
I am so homesick now for
Someone that I never knew
I am so homesick now for
Someplace I will never be
Time won't let me go
Time won't let me go
If I could do it all again
I'd go back and change everything
But time won't let me go
I never had a 'Summer of 69'
Never had a Cherry Valance of my own
All these precious moments
You promised me would come in time
So where was I when I missed mine?
Time won't let me go
Time won't let me go
If you gave me back those years
I'd do it all better I swear
Time won't let me go
Ba ba ba ba ba...
If I could go back once again
I would change everything, yeah
If I could go back once again
I'd do it all so much better
Time won't let me go
Time won't let me go
If I could do it all again
I'd go back and change everything
But you won't ever let me go
Ba ba ba ba ba...
i was soon grasping the thought that he would not come back anymore. now the hole burned unbearably. i gave up and the thoughts of his face and voice swallowed me up whole. this was going to take some getting used to.
sad, isn't it? well, at least we know what happens in the end (Edward comes back! yayayayayayayay!!!!) i love this song and i could see how it could relate to the way bella felt. so i put it here! enjoy!!!!!!!!!