Connected

by jadajmk

The momented had finally come, the moment that would ease all the pain I had felt.

I had hated losing her.

I hated knowing that she wasn't mine.

I hated seeing her with him.

I hated not being able to hold her, kiss her.

Oh God, I missed her so much.

Had our time together ment nothing to Gwen? Seriously, did she forget about all the song I sang and wrote for her. Was she really going to forget about me, like Heather forgets about an out of style blouse. That's just what I felt like, an out of style blouse.

I felt so meaningless, ''like a pleastic bag drifting through the wind.'' Ha, that actually made me smile.

Then the best thing happened. At the Total Drama World Tour After Math, we connected. I don't mean the friend connected, I mean connected on a romantic level. It felt so great, to look into her eyes and see what I saw when we first meet. I loved the way we connected, it would only be a matter of time before we will be back together. I love you, Gwen and im going to keep the faith.

I could already see us together, as a couple again. It was so real that it had to be true.

Days later when I thought about it, I understood. She still loved me, she just need some time to herself, she just need a slight break from our fast moving relationship.

I also understood that I had need to back off a little and let her be more independent, which I sure as hell would do. It felt 'legit' to know that she still loved me.

Gwen, I love you and "I'd catch a grenade for ya." 3