You promised

You would never forget

You would stay by my side for a thousand years.

That you would love me

Hold me

Kiss me

But you lied

You

Filthy,

Disgusting,

American.

But,

I still love you

And the tears on this page should prove it.

And the blood on the wall should prove that I cannot take this

Abuse

Any longer.

So when you find this poem

I hope you look at my dead eyes

And the gun in my hands

And realized what you did.

All because you promised

Oh god!

You promised!

And you lied!

Each day when you ignored my calls,

my emails,

texts,

I died a little

But now

I am fully dead.

I love you,

Al.