INTRODUCTION:

Hello, I' m Mikan Sakura. I happily live together with my best friend Luna and with my friends. But one more thing that changes me. Since I enter Alice Academy and the first time I saw him, I felt this uneasy feeling for him.

He was Hyuuga Natsume. He's very arrogant and cold to other people around him but he has good looks and genius that many girls want to a boy.

Every time I saw him, my heart beats very fast so I can't help myself to be nervous.

It's been 3 years since I had a crush on him. And every time I saw him, I don't want to change the direction of my eyes. I want to see his beautiful eyes and his handsome face.

I got even more nervous when he saw me looking at him. It occurs to me because he might notice that I have crush on him. And I started there to make it secret that I look at him. I'm afraid to be approached by him and to be asking if I had a crush on him because he might accept my feelings for him.

I want also to treasure our friendship even though we don't talk too much with each other. So I make it secret from him that deep inside I love him very much.

So please become update for what will happen for my love towards Natsume? How will he found it out? Is there a chance for me to be own by him or him to be my own? And hope you will enjoy.

CHAPTER 1:

I was shocked by that time. I didn't expect that thing will happen.

"Mikan, I lo- love you!" Natsume said while blushing.

"What?" I asked him while being confused to what he is saying.

"Is this true? Natsume loves me? "
I asked myself.

"I SAID I LO. . ." his sentence was cut off when. . .

"MIKAN! Try to wake up early so you will be prepared for school." Luna said while cooking our breakfast.

"Haiiii!" all that I said while starting to comb my hair after I fixed my bed.

It's our first day in school so we were preparing ourselves for school.

A few minutes ago, we start to walk to go to school.

"My goodness! Natsume loves me only in my dreams. I'm such an idiot. How would he like me I'm just a simple and ordinary girl and maybe I'm not his type." I said to myself while stamping my feet on the ground.

Luna notices it so "Mikan are you alright? Is there something wrong?" she asks me with a worrying face.

"Ah . . . nothing." I answered.

Let me to introduce Luna. She"s my friend since I entered Alice Academy. I shared my room with her so we have been close to each other. I am happy being with her but sometimes I got jealous to her because she was teamed up with Natsume. It's not a problem because she's beautiful and smart and Natsume was handsome and genius whiles me, I'm just simple and ordinary compared to her.

Luna also had a crush on Natsume and there's a rumor that he also likes her. Because of that I always became sad, of course deep inside my heart I love him very much, and when I always heard the others talk about them that they were seeing each other.

Every time I think about it, I think there's stress all over me. I hate it so much so I just ignore it.

Few minutes ago, we have reach our school and then to our classroom. And then our teacher came. He will be arranging our seats and he will introduce all of us.

By that time, I was happy yet nervous because my seat was in front of "NATSUME" at the back of the room. Luna was sitting in front of the room. My heartbeat was very fast than usual. I hate it to be in front of him because he might be looking to me. And then our teacher introduces us to others.

After that he left us and gave his extra time so we can talk to each other. And there the whole class starts to become noisy. They chat and laugh to each other.

"My! I can't talk to Luna. She's talking to someone" I said to myself.

Silence covers me, the whole me, when a very strange voice talk to me.

(JULY 13, 2009)

It was NATSUME!

"Mikan," he said while staring at me.

"Ah?"I reply to him.

"It's been 3 years since were classmates so. . . "He answered and you can notice that he can't say it straight to me.

"So. . . "I said to him.

I think my heart will going to explode because I'm not used to talk to him straight face to face. And I can feel the heat inside me yet happy being close to him.

"So- o can we be fr- friends? " He asked.

Without hesitation I agree with him.

"Oh it's fine with me." I said to him and then I make my direction outside of the window while smiling.

"And so. . . "He added.

When I look at him he changes his direction down to the floor and after a few seconds he faces me again.

"Hmn. "I reply.

"And so can I get you number? " He asks me.

"I will just text you later and save my number when you receive my text. " I answered.

And then Luna calls me for we will have our recess. I stood up from my seat and went to her. We go out of the room and I was very sure that Natsume was watching me from far away.

Few minutes and we're there at the canteen and buy our foods and I remember that thing. That happened between Natsume and me.

I get my cell phone and text him.

To: Natsume

Hello. This is my number.

From: Mikan

After I sent it I blush because why Natsume will be friends to me? Why he wants to get my number? Many questions were on my head now and then Luna talks to me.

"Mikan are you alright? You must cheer up and if you have some problems, mind me and I will listen to you. Ok? "She said while giving me a very warm smile.

"I'm fine. Don't mind me. I'm just thinking something. "I said and then suddenly someone text me.

I excuse myself and read the text.

To: Mikan

Thanks. Mind if I can give you a present?

From: Natsume

"Why? " I asked myself.

"Why he wants to give a present? " I added.

To: Natsume

Why? Is there an occasion for you to give me a present?

From: Mikan

Just a minute ago I receive his reply.

To: Mikan

Just accept it and you'll find my answer. Thank you again.

From: Natsume

I was very shocked. How could he. . . Oh I should think what is happening.

After our recess, we proceed again to our class and meet our other teachers.

It was a very tiring day. We meet our different teachers within 1, 2, 3 or more hours. I was also nervous because just within a minute I can talk to Natsume through our cell phones but its fine that we can't talk personal because I can't face him.

I and Luna go to our locker room and change our shoes so we can go home and when I open my locker I found a. . .