Disclamer's: MY character is mine but the LOTR aren't mine, so beat it!.lol
kidding.
Author's note: Well not much to say, but to tell you that I hope you like this one. Well happy reading.
Normal people wouldn't question their lives, well maybe they would, but it would be different question. Like how should I do my hair tonight? Or, will he like me dress like this? Well, those aren't the question I ask. The question I ask are more like; Should I end it all tonight or should I wait till someone notice that I need help? You may think I'm some deranging girl, someone in need of attention. I don't need attention, I just need inspirations, and you know something to make me go on. I never felt loved or needed to be loved. I was fine all alone, in my world that I made up when I would sleep at night. I was perfectly content being by myself, well maybe not. I guess that is why I felt that I didn't need to be in this world, a world filled with hatred and violence, I hated it.
I simply lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I just finished reading the last book of the series Lord of the rings. The book was boring, so I thought. I guess it was cause I had a hard time understanding the way the author wrote it. I wouldn't of read it if I never saw the movie in theaters; I guess that's what got me started.
Well I suppose your interested about my life, I am telling you my story after all. I was raised with two sisters, one younger and the other older. My father and mother are great people, but I suppose they get on my nerves sometimes, mostly its my sisters, but I learned to live by there rules and to defend myself when my sister would argue with me. I went to school, like normal people did, but I felt out of place there. I wasn't beautiful or ugly, but I never felt myself pretty or slim. I guess I was just to plain.
I finished my high school in 2001 and stayed home working. I didn't know what to do with my life, I kept on asking that question. What will I become in the future? All I knew was that I wanted to be left alone. Typical of me right? Well, I liked it when I was alone, no one to bother me, no one to push me around. Yes, this was my life and I liked it. I was working in a fast food restaurant for now anyways, until I go back to school, frankly I don't want to go to school, but my parents bugging me to go.
Night came, and the moon was bright tonight. I always stared at the moon, fascinated by the brightness it held and how big it was, well, I guess watching sailor moon for the past three years or so, kind of got me fascinated by the moon. *~_-* (It was my favorite show!) Things seem to change for many reasons. Life seems shorter than you actually thought until it was to late. I learned that many years ago, when I lost my only friend that life isn't fare, or "peachy". Life was given to you so that you can lose the people you love. That is what I thought of life. Life is cheep, not given to you freely. I was getting annoyed that I was thinking this way. I hated when I was thinking about my life, cause there wasn't anything good in my life. I'm just feeling sorry for myself I didn't care anyways.
The next day came rather quickly. It seems that time is moving faster for me. I'm more lost in my thoughts than ever. I was in my room listening to music while I drew. It was a boring day and I was all alone. I felt sleepy all of a sudden, it was kind of strange cause it was the middle of the afternoon. My head felt heavy and I just layed my head on my drawing book, just thinking to myself I would sleep for a little while. Well, a little while was quite a long time. I woke up feeling refreshed and wide- awake, but what caught my attention was that I was nowhere near my home, not even in my room. I was very confused and a little scared. Maybe I was dreaming. I thought to myself. I was in the forest many trees surrounded me. It was a little dark cause of the leaves covering the sky. I heard loud vibration coming towards me. I got quickly and ran behind a tree, hiding myself. Hoping that they might not see me or hear me. The dark shadows came closer. I saw the first figure rather well; it was the most gruesome scene I ever saw. Maybe it was some kind of nightmare or even a disguise guy. Anyways, I didn't want to be in their way, cause they were moving rather quickly, almost like if they were running after someone. I just dint want to know who they were after. They looked like little trolls, really ugly if you ask me. I hid myself behind the tree, closing my eyes tightly. Only a dream…it's only a dream. I kept on telling myself.
When I thought the armies of trolls were gone, I stood up and looked at my surroundings carefully. I couldn't believe how I got here. How did I get here? I was more frightened now, knowing that I wasn't home. I ran the opposite direction from the monsters thinking I don't want to deal with them again. It was getting darker soon. I walked for hours and hours. I couldn't feel my legs anymore. I sat down against a tall tree, wrapping my arms around my shoulders. I was so cold; I laid my head against my knee and slowly closed my eyes.
The next morning I woke up with the sun in my face. It was very hot and humid. I felt my shirt gland to me like a second pair of skin. I started to walk again, hoping I might find a city or town, some sort of transportation or maybe someone to help me. I was walking in a path, I didn't know where it would take me, but I didn't care. I saw something in front of me, a blurry figure. I walked a little faster, hoping that it might be someone that might help me. But then I notice that there were more people. One figure was tall, with a pointy hat and I could see also that he had a long beard. Many other stood behind him, I saw four shorter men. I stood still, frighten at first, thinking that it might be killers, but then I noticed them stopping also. I walked a little further, seeing them also. My vision started to mix up, I saw blurry and there bodies seem to turn into a million more. I felt my head get dizzy. I grabbed my head, and slowly descending. Total blackness was around me.
***that's it for now. Well, tell me if you like it or not? Ok, and I'll continue. I'll wait till I get at least five reviews before I send my other chapter. I know its short, but please read and review
Thank you,
Lonely-angel.
Author's note: Well not much to say, but to tell you that I hope you like this one. Well happy reading.
Normal people wouldn't question their lives, well maybe they would, but it would be different question. Like how should I do my hair tonight? Or, will he like me dress like this? Well, those aren't the question I ask. The question I ask are more like; Should I end it all tonight or should I wait till someone notice that I need help? You may think I'm some deranging girl, someone in need of attention. I don't need attention, I just need inspirations, and you know something to make me go on. I never felt loved or needed to be loved. I was fine all alone, in my world that I made up when I would sleep at night. I was perfectly content being by myself, well maybe not. I guess that is why I felt that I didn't need to be in this world, a world filled with hatred and violence, I hated it.
I simply lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I just finished reading the last book of the series Lord of the rings. The book was boring, so I thought. I guess it was cause I had a hard time understanding the way the author wrote it. I wouldn't of read it if I never saw the movie in theaters; I guess that's what got me started.
Well I suppose your interested about my life, I am telling you my story after all. I was raised with two sisters, one younger and the other older. My father and mother are great people, but I suppose they get on my nerves sometimes, mostly its my sisters, but I learned to live by there rules and to defend myself when my sister would argue with me. I went to school, like normal people did, but I felt out of place there. I wasn't beautiful or ugly, but I never felt myself pretty or slim. I guess I was just to plain.
I finished my high school in 2001 and stayed home working. I didn't know what to do with my life, I kept on asking that question. What will I become in the future? All I knew was that I wanted to be left alone. Typical of me right? Well, I liked it when I was alone, no one to bother me, no one to push me around. Yes, this was my life and I liked it. I was working in a fast food restaurant for now anyways, until I go back to school, frankly I don't want to go to school, but my parents bugging me to go.
Night came, and the moon was bright tonight. I always stared at the moon, fascinated by the brightness it held and how big it was, well, I guess watching sailor moon for the past three years or so, kind of got me fascinated by the moon. *~_-* (It was my favorite show!) Things seem to change for many reasons. Life seems shorter than you actually thought until it was to late. I learned that many years ago, when I lost my only friend that life isn't fare, or "peachy". Life was given to you so that you can lose the people you love. That is what I thought of life. Life is cheep, not given to you freely. I was getting annoyed that I was thinking this way. I hated when I was thinking about my life, cause there wasn't anything good in my life. I'm just feeling sorry for myself I didn't care anyways.
The next day came rather quickly. It seems that time is moving faster for me. I'm more lost in my thoughts than ever. I was in my room listening to music while I drew. It was a boring day and I was all alone. I felt sleepy all of a sudden, it was kind of strange cause it was the middle of the afternoon. My head felt heavy and I just layed my head on my drawing book, just thinking to myself I would sleep for a little while. Well, a little while was quite a long time. I woke up feeling refreshed and wide- awake, but what caught my attention was that I was nowhere near my home, not even in my room. I was very confused and a little scared. Maybe I was dreaming. I thought to myself. I was in the forest many trees surrounded me. It was a little dark cause of the leaves covering the sky. I heard loud vibration coming towards me. I got quickly and ran behind a tree, hiding myself. Hoping that they might not see me or hear me. The dark shadows came closer. I saw the first figure rather well; it was the most gruesome scene I ever saw. Maybe it was some kind of nightmare or even a disguise guy. Anyways, I didn't want to be in their way, cause they were moving rather quickly, almost like if they were running after someone. I just dint want to know who they were after. They looked like little trolls, really ugly if you ask me. I hid myself behind the tree, closing my eyes tightly. Only a dream…it's only a dream. I kept on telling myself.
When I thought the armies of trolls were gone, I stood up and looked at my surroundings carefully. I couldn't believe how I got here. How did I get here? I was more frightened now, knowing that I wasn't home. I ran the opposite direction from the monsters thinking I don't want to deal with them again. It was getting darker soon. I walked for hours and hours. I couldn't feel my legs anymore. I sat down against a tall tree, wrapping my arms around my shoulders. I was so cold; I laid my head against my knee and slowly closed my eyes.
The next morning I woke up with the sun in my face. It was very hot and humid. I felt my shirt gland to me like a second pair of skin. I started to walk again, hoping I might find a city or town, some sort of transportation or maybe someone to help me. I was walking in a path, I didn't know where it would take me, but I didn't care. I saw something in front of me, a blurry figure. I walked a little faster, hoping that it might be someone that might help me. But then I notice that there were more people. One figure was tall, with a pointy hat and I could see also that he had a long beard. Many other stood behind him, I saw four shorter men. I stood still, frighten at first, thinking that it might be killers, but then I noticed them stopping also. I walked a little further, seeing them also. My vision started to mix up, I saw blurry and there bodies seem to turn into a million more. I felt my head get dizzy. I grabbed my head, and slowly descending. Total blackness was around me.
***that's it for now. Well, tell me if you like it or not? Ok, and I'll continue. I'll wait till I get at least five reviews before I send my other chapter. I know its short, but please read and review
Thank you,
Lonely-angel.