Let
me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I
go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell
me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna
play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you
my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that
you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has to
know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we
survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with
you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you
don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll
keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't
tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret,
hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Who has
to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I
can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And
all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this line
back
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little
secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just
another regret)
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty
little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another
regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My
dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little
secret
Who has to know?
Who has to know?
Edward didn't know which, in itself, is a miracle.
He hadn't been reading my mind lately, assuming that everything was okay now that the Volturi were gone. Renesmee was off with Jacob most of the time, and Edward usually snuck around behind them, following. He was getting a little obsessive.
But I didn't care. Because that meant, for those few hours, I had Bella all to myself.
She had really filled out since she was turned, her curves becoming more apparent as she tested tighter clothes. Her lips were fuller too, the lower one pouting out in an adorable way that made me want to bite it and never let go.
And then there was the rest of her body.
Sneaking off together, we would usually go to the clearing I'd found by accident one night. It was our clearing.
We would go there and lose control. I barely last a few seconds before I ripped her clothes off of her, loving the feeling of her naked body wriggling under mine.
Those stolen hours, once Edwards, made me feel alive.
They made me feel human.
They made me feel like I wasn't as much of a monster as I thought I was.
And I loved it.
Perhaps it was just companionship, as Edward hadn't been paying much attention to her lately; it was the same with Alice.
Maybe it was the love we both felt. Maybe we were soul mates as I'd wished so many times before.
Then maybe this wouldn't feel so wrong.
But, wrapping around each other and becoming one under the moonlight, I could never construe this as wrong. It was perfect.
And I wouldn't give it up for anything.
So, for now, I, Jasper Hale, would keep Bella my Dirty Little Secret.