This is a rewrite of chapter 1 but has much more detail it is more or less the same as before hopefully.

I don't own twilight

I would like to thank kyky xx 123 and darkness wanderer for pointing out that i should rewrite chapter 1 so thank you and i hope this chapter is better :)

Chapter 1

Bella's Pov

It has been 3 months since he left me to rotten in those dark woods. 3 months since he shattered my heart in to tiny pieces, not being able to fix its self.

~Flash Back~

I had just parked my truck as i saw Edward's Volvo parked in my dad's space. 'this isn't good he doesn't plan on staying long then' i thought to myself as i built up the courage to get out my truck and face what was coming my way.

Just as i stepped out of my truck he was in front of me reaching down to get my book bag which was normal but then he put it in the back seat which wasn't normal.

'Come for a walk with me' he suggested in an unemotional voice, taking me hand.

As much as i wanted to protest i knew i could even with the voice in my head saying over and over again 'this is bad, this is really bad'

However even if i was going to answer he wasn't going to wait for one as he literally dragged me out of my house and towards the woods east of my yard.

When we reached the trees we stepped only a few spaces in them so you could still see the trees 'some walk this is' i thought sarcastically.

We stared at each other in awkward silence till i broke it

'Ok then let's talk'

He opened his mouth to take an unnecessary deep breath 'Bella were leaving'

I then took a deep breath too, i knew this was going to happen it was acceptable but i still had to ask '

'Why now? Another year-'

'Bella it's time, we can't stay in forks much longer i mean Carlisle barely looks 30 and he is claiming 33'

I was highly confused by his answer, it just didn't make sense i mean i thought the whole point of leaving was for his family to find peace. I stood there staring at him, trying to figure out what he meant and he stared back with cold eyes. Just like a wave of nausea it hit me...i had misunderstood.

'When you say we...' i started.

'I mean my family and i' he replied coldly.

I stood there froze as those 6 words came out of his mouth. It took me several minutes till i was able to speak again.

'Then I'll come with you'

'No Bella, I don't want you to come with me'

'You...don't...want...me?' i breathed out the words. 'But you promised me...in Phoenix you promised you loved me and that you would stay' i yelled trying to sound angry but in truth it was more like begging.

'I lied Bella, I mean seriously Bella your just plain, your clumsy, you're not pretty and you're just not good for me' he told me.

I felt my body go numb from my neck, downwards. I look up in to his eyes having a bit of hope that he was lying but...he wasn't. His eyes were just as unemotional as his face was.

'Well then, I suppose that changed things' i spoke trying not to burst out in to tears.

'But before I leave i have a vow to make' he trailed off. 'I vow that you will never see me or any of my family again'

All i could do it helplessly nod as i did not trust my voice as the tears in my eyes threatened to fall.

'Also do me a favour don't do anything stupid and reckless, for Charlie's sake i mean' he ordered me.

'Fine i promise i won't do anything stupid or reckless' i whispered.

A smile came on his face but i knew it was fake as it did not reach his eyes. I closed my eyes, just hoping that this is all a nightmare but i realised it was not as i felt cold lips press against my forehead and whisper 'Goodbye Bella'

Before i even opened my eyes i felt a gush of wind and realised he has left me there in the woods, heartbroken.

As i replayed what just happened in my mind, my legs gave out on me causing me to fall head first to the floor, my head hitting a tree rotting.

I knew that i would be out cold in just a few minutes as i felt the blackness closing in from all directions. Just as my body goes limb against the ground, ready to be swallowed in to darkness i felt to warm, strong arms lift me up in to a bridle position.

'You're ok now. Don't worry i got you' a male voice whispered in my ear as i finally myself fall in to unconsciousness.

~Flashback Ends~

Since i woke up from that dreadful day, i haven't been that good...ok screw that im practically dead. I don't eat or go outside unless it's for school, work or groceries.

And i know that during these past 3 months i have put Charlie and Renee through hell so i have came to a decision to get over edw-*wince* him. I know it's going to take a long time to do that but hey no pain no gain. So im going do to my best friend Jacob Black's house I just need to make sure it's ok with Charlie first. I don't know why i bother asking i already know the answer since he has been practically begging me to go down there for the past 5 months more or less.

'hey dad?' i called from the stair case.

'Yeah bells what do you need?' he asked me looking excited so my guess is he thinks I'm going out since i do have my shoes on.

'I was wondering if it's come if I go down Jake's for a bit?' i asked him

'YES! I mean sure kid go ahead spend as much time as you want down there I'll probably be working late again tonight anyway.' He told me.

I smiled that he was happy that i was going out but i was also sad that he would be working late again but i didn't show it after all i have put him through enough already.

'Ok dad be careful and I'll see you in the morning i guess, bye' i spoke while giving him a quick kiss on the cheek before heading out the door towards my old Chevy truck. I hopped in and turned the keys but having to wait 5 minutes since this truck was probably older than me, it goes very slow. When i heard the truck boom to life i pulled out of the drive way and headed down to Jake's. 'I hope to god he doesn't hate me, i mean i haven't been down there for 5 months and now i just pop under. Oh god what am i going to tell him if he asks y i suddenly came down i can't lie, i'm shit at lying but i'm not going to tell him the truth either. Oh you know what i'll think about it when it comes' i thought as my mind probably went fast than my truck was going.

After a very slow and silent drive since i took out the stereo Emmett gave me since i wanted no reminder of my former family. I was finally in La-Push...ok i a little bit away but i could see the sign so it counts anyway.

I took a turn off which would lead me to the place where Jake was hopefully at. 'Time to face the music' i thought as i approached the place i thought my best friend would be.

I apologize that the end probably won't make sense to most of you. I couldn't find a good way to end it so im really sorry please tell if you have read the other first chapter, if this one is better. Thank you.