Prologue
I was a lifeless shell.
Edward had broken his promise and left me....I had nowhere to go.
That's when a thought occurred to me.
What if I could find him?
What if I could track him down, or at least someone in his family who knew where to look for him?
He said he didn't love me anymore, but what if it was just a lie?
I'm just letting myself hope, but if it could get me through another day, was I really losing anything?
With my mind made up, I wrote a letter to Charlie telling him my intentions and that he could ground me when I got back.
Right now all I could think about was one thing....my beloved, Edward!
I walked out to my red Chevy truck, with my bag in hand, ready to take on the world, or less dramatically search it until the end of my time.
Oh wait, that's just as dramatic.
I listened to the engine roar and silently thanked whatever god was out there that Charlie was over at the Clearwaters, so that he wouldn't stop me in my mission.
Was that was this was, a mission?
Yes, it was a mission to find the only thing that mattered in my life, the only thing that kept me alive, my love, my Edward.