yinrei: hurray! Finally I'm able to have time to write this one!… It's one of the poems I wrote especially for the Loki-Fenris pairing...hehe…Newayz… Hope you'll enjoy reading.. though I admit I'm not that good in writing yet… sighs Here it goes…
Always There
I… I was always there.
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You. You're such a mystery.
You've always intrigue me.
You're so different among the others I've known.
You're strong, calm and compassionate.
You always think of everyone else before you.
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I… I was always there.
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Watching you closely to stray you away from danger.
Trying all my best to safeguard you from harm.
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I… I was always there.
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Right beside you but you wouldn't notice.
The ever silent companion who's always there for you whenever you need someone.
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I… I was always there.
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When would you notice that I care for you?
When would you know my feelings for you?
When would you know that I can be the one who can save you from drowning in your own sorrow and pain?
When… when would you?
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I… I was always there.
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I am the only one who sees you in pain.
I am the only one who can see you through.
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I… I was always there.
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I know how much you have hoped for his affections back.
Though you're hurt deeply inside seeing him with someone else.
And though you know chances are small,
You're still hoping for that day to come.
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I… I was always there.
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It pains me to see you like that.
Like you, I'm hoping too, that you would answer my affections back.
How I wish that he'll be gone so you will.
I am hurt as much as you are.
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I… I was always there.
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Though hard, I shall withdrew my love for you for now.
I'll just be right beside you as your guardian.
That I can be content in being always with you.
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I… I will always be there.
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If one day you had decided to give up, moved on, and need someone to wash the old pain away…
I'll be glad to open my arms and welcome you warmly…
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But..
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Only if…---
yinrei: sighs this poem is supposed to have a story with it… but it's not done yet because of the tons of homeworks given to us… (grrr… hate drafting…) and with my head still spinning around… good grief! sighs but maybe if I'm able to finish writing it I'll just update it… sighs (oh for the third time!) :)