Moon's Reflecting Sorrow
Disclaimer: I don't own the Twilight Saga, that belongs to Stephine Myers creative mind. Also I don't make money for writing this story, I just do it to pass the time.
A/N: So I'm back and on the second part of Cira's journey so now she's staying with Bella and Bella's all in a sad depressed state. She also starts to hate the Cullens for leaving her. She becomes bitter and just to spite them, she starts hanging out with the Qulette wolf pack. She also finds out what her nightmares have been meaning and that they're not a nightmare they're actually visions of something. Also she gets to meet her grandpa (on her dad's side) for the first time. So yeah. That's what's instore for this story.
Another A/N: Also to thank those who have read this and reviewed it thanks so much!
Onward with story:
Day 29:
Let's just say my 16th birtday wasn't so sweet. I got attacked my Jasper and got a concusion and a badly cut up left leg. Thanks for the present Jasper! But it wasn't so bad, I mean I'm staying the next 3 days with Bella and also I got a ticket to go see my grandpartents after school this year ends! So that's something to look forward too.
The same thing happened at Bella's 18th birthday, Jasper attacked her when she got a minor paper cut. So was fixed up by doctor Cullen like I was. Now Edward is afraid that she's in danger. The smell of blood makes me sick to my stomach! Any smell of blood. So I was the only one who was fine. I had to help him...Yay... It helped also that my mom was med tech and taught me certain things. After we got her bandaged up the Cullens sent me to stay with Bella and keep and eye on her, like she did me. I also happend to be writing in the fancy little journal that her and Edward got me. Also the Cullens must have moved in the middle of the night cause I went back to get some clothes and Bella's presents and they were missing. I checked the whole house. No sigh of them also all of my stuff had was there. It was very eerie it was like they left me here too. I knew letting my guard down was a bad thing. The only family I've ever known left me too.
Also I started having these nightmares of my parents and litlte Marie getting killed and a white wolf trying to protect them... what does that mean?
Also Bella's really distraught apparently the Cullens left Leaving my here with Bella and her father.
Which Charlie doesn't seem to mind, because I can cook well. Must be the Itallian in me.
Poor Bella, I wonder where the Cullens went off too? Also I get to meet Bella's friend Jacob, he's an Native American like me. Well he's Quellete and I'm Souix but you get the picture. So yeah... I'm excited to meet some new friends.
I'm also getting tired of hearing about how prefect the Cullens are and how good Edward is. Bella's been having dreams ever since that nightmares keeping her and I awake. Seriously! I'm not a big fan of them like I was before. I mean I don't blame them for leaving me after all the chaos I caused.
I start La Push High school next week I'm going to go to La Push to escape all this sorrow, also so I don't get lost.
Well life has been shitty:
-Cira Francesca Furtoni(The other ex Cullen)
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I sat on the floor looking at my journal and was rereading it. I was seriously confused about my nightmares. I mean I didn't have them before this. I wonder what they mean. As being part Indian, I know that dreams have meaning to them, even if I don't know what this dream meant. Maybe it will reveal itself in the end. Like a reflection of a moon on a still crystal lake. That's what my grandpa use to say. He's wise Indian chief, or the son of one. I totally forget half of this stuff sometimes. I'm total ditz.
I'm totally starting to dislike the Cullens now, because of what they did to Bella and I. I hate the feeling feeling of being abandoned...
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"Cira?" Charile asked as I was staring blankly at my corn flakes.
"Yeah what is it Charlie?" I asked.
"Are you okay?" he asked.
I looked up at him and nodded. "Yeah I'm fine just lost in thought," I turned back to my cornflakes and started to eat them. The bitter and bland taste fitted my taste buds now. I couldn't eat much, like I use to.
As I finished up with my dishes I went up to check on Bella. She was still cocooned in her blankets. Poor Bella, her true love up and left her! If I ever see Edward again remind me to kick his ass! I hate the Cullens now! It would take the world to get me back on trusting them.
"Bella are you going to eat?" I asked her.
She looked up at me and shook her head no. I sighed and walked out of her room and shut the door quietly. Poor Bella, she was pathetically clinging to the hope that the Cullens would come back; that Edward would whisk in with a ton of romantic promises and whispered sweet apologies...that she would forgive him. How pathetic to let someone do this too you, yet still cling on to them.
"Bella, you need to eat," I pleaded outside the door..
"That isn't going to help," I hear a voice say behind me. I turn and see native american teenage male staring at me.
"Hello," I say.
"Who are you?" he asks curiously.
"I'm Cira Furtoni, I was the Cullen's new daughter..." his look of distaste cut me off.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked glaring at him.
"You're a Cullen, a coldblood," he growled in a hush whisper.
"No, I'm not," I said getting remotely uncomfortable. His glance pireced through my armor of lies. I sighed and walked passed him.
"You're not pale like them, why are you so dark?" he asked.
I rolled my blue eyes. "I'm half Itallian, half Native American," I stated looking past him, at the blank wall.
"What's your name?" I asked.
"Jacob Black," he grumbled.
"Nice to meet you Jacob," I stated.
"Jacob..." I hear Bella state, partly out of her comatose state.
Jacob looked up at Bella with love in his eyes. "Yes Bella?" he asked.
"How have you been," she said, totally ignoring me.
I guess I'll leave those two alone to mingle. Maybe Bella found someone different, just maybe...
As I grabbed my keys to my car(the only thing that the Cullens got me good.) I sighed and walked to the door.
Charile and a man in a wheel chair stopped me. "So this is Cira," the man stated.
"Yes Billy, this is Cira, she's staying with us for awhile," Charlie stated.
I looked up at Charlie and let out a little sad smile. "Thanks Charlie, I'm leaving for a little while," I stated.
Charlie looked at me. "Where are you going?" Wow it felt good to be worried about.
"I'm going to go check out La Push," I stated.
Charlie looked at me and nodded. "Okay have fun and don't stay out to late, drive safe,"
"Okay bye and nice to meet you Mr. Black," I said waving.
"Likewise," he said still looking at me interested.
I ran to my car like a bat out of hell, I had to get out of this place...it was too depressing!
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Ofcourse being the Cullens, they did leave me with enough money for my personal things that I wanted and enough to pay for the costs of Charlie taking care of me. It felt good to know atleast they cared that much about me. I still won't forgive them for abandoning me.
My cellphone rang I looked at the caller Id, it was my Grandpa Wisewolf, he was calling me. I decided to answer it.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Ah Little wolf(my nickname), how have you been?" he asked.
"Fine Grandpa," I said smiling at the phone.
"Still living with the cold bloods?" he asked.
"No the abandoned me," I stated, "I'm staying with a friend named, Bella,"
"That's nice kiddo, I bet you miss your parents and Little Marie," he stated.
"Yeah grandpa, I do... alot," I stated.
"So hows school?" he asked.
"Uh...I got expelled for punching some girl's lights out,"
"Cira Francesca Furtoni, whatever for, you're not violent at all...you're actually quite timid," he stated.
Tears ran down from my blue eyes. I didn't realize that I was crying. "She made fun of my family's death and said that I killed them!" I sobbed.
"Little Wolf, I'm so sorry to hear that about you're parents, that still doesn't give you a logical reason to lose your ground," he stated.
"Yeah, I know, Grandpa," I said with a little sigh.
"You're Grandma, WiseWoman, says hello," he stated
"Tell her I said hello, and that I send my love," I added, a smile grazing my face, for the firs time in a while.
"Will do, Little Wolf, I have to go to a meeting," he said, hanging up the phone.
The line went dead, before I could say; "I love you grandpa and take care,"
I sighed and head to the location where La Push was located. As I pulled up to the local cafe, to get something to eat. I saw a group of Indian boys standing in front and joking with each other. Actually all of them were pretty cute. The Itallian in me may like the food, the Souix in me liked the men. Seriously I never knew that there was a reservation near by. I thought...well I guess I thought wrong. I grew up with the Native American Culture, well enough to know that the Quelette had a legend laced with the myth of wolves. There also was lendends about cold bloods. I wonder if there was any truth in those old legends.
I knew better then ignore legends and myths, because there was truth in them. I also knew better then to ignore dreams, because you never know when one will be a vision of reality...
As I parked my car into the parking spot on the square, I hit the automatic car lock on my vehicle. I sighed and tossed my purse more over my shoulder and walked more up to the the cafe. The Indian boys infront stopped me.
"Well isn't the new Cullen," one of them sneered.
"Yeah what about it," I fired back, the invisble hackles on my body standing up.
"This is our territory, the like of you shouldn't even be here," he stated.
"Yeah I don't see you're name written on it," I growled, like a cornered and injured wolf.
The taller and buffer of the group looked at me intrested. "Paul, leave the girl alone, clearly you can see she is not like the pure bloods," he said in a gruff tone.
"What 'bout it Sam, she's a cold blood just like the rest of them," Paul said.
"I'm not a damn cold blood, I came here just to grab a bite to eat and to explore the town, is that a crime punishable by death?" I asked sarcastically.
"You eat?" Sam asked curiously. Clearly you could tell that he was the alpha dog of the group.
'What was with me and all these wolf analagies?' I pondered confused at my own mind.
"Yo girl," said a guy waving his hand infront of my face, startling me out of my counfused stated.
"Yes?" I inquired bitterly.
"What is going on in your head?" he asked.
"Nothing..."
"Probably thinking about what to tell the cold bloods," someone stated behind me. I look over and see a guy with short black hair and pretty chocolate brown eyes, that seem to consume my soul. Did I just find my...Nah..
"I'm not a coldblood damnit!" I yelled.
"Why are you so dark?" the one called Paul sneered.
"I'm half Indian and half Itallian," I growled, my hackles standing up even more.
The looked at me suprised. "What kind?" the one stated, that got my heart beating.
"Souix and Lakota," I stated. The reason why I claim that I'm Souix it because I'm more Souix then Lakota, so that's how it evens up.
"Interesting," was all he said.
"Can I please go eat?" I asked glaring from male to male.
The all had the same tattoo; two wolves interlaced and howling at the moon in a tribal-like pattern. It was a pretty neat tattoo, if I might add.
They all looked at me and the middle one spoke up. "She doesn't smell as sickening sweet as they do, she smell like chocolate," one of them stated.
I looked up at him. Nobody ever said I smelled like chocolate?
"Seth, what are you talking about?" Paul asked.
"Nothing, it's just that she is pretty cute," he said.
I was walking into the cafe when I caught that statement, it's just that noone has ever thought of me to be cute. Most guys found me interesting, but not atrractive I was far too strange. With my dark skin and my black hair but what made me unique was my ice-blue eyes. I have no clue where they came from. Like I say, there a gentic fluke. I've seen nobody on earth with the same color of eyes that I have; that I know of. So that's what made me stand out. I wasn't exactly what you would call curvy either. I was slender built, but not elf-like slender as Alice was. I was not as strangley beatuiful as Bella. I also wasn't an all-around beauty like Rosaile. So what did that leave me as? I thought vampires were supposed to be beautiful creatures? I'm just a normal...well not normal...human-hybrid.
I sighed and took a place at the cafe, near the window and ordered a sandwhich and coffee. I needed some caffine to steel my spine. I took the V.C. Andrews novel out of my purse. (A/N; suprise suprise, I would choose thatXD) I sighed and started flipping through the pages boredly, I wish I had brought my ds with me; atleast that would keep my busy for a while.
I let out another sigh and set my book down. The boy who said I was cute, slid into the seat in the booth ajacent from me.
"Hey," he said.
"Hey," I said back, not looking at him.
"Sorry about my friends, they can be asses," he stated.
"You think," I grumbled, looking down into my coffee.
"What's you're name?" he asked.
I looked up into his pretty eyes and said, "Birtha,"
He let out a little chuckle and looked at me. "No seriously, what is your real name?"
"Cira Furtoni," I said taking a sip of my coffee, the hearty flavors hitting my taste buds.
"May I ask your name?" I said looking at him.
"Seth Clearwater," he states.
"Hi, Mr. Clearwater," I stated with a fake smile.
"It's just Seth, may I call you Cira?" he asked.
"Sure, that's my name don't wear it out," I said with a little smirk.
Seth let out a chuckle at my corny sense of humor. "You're a pretty cool peson once you get to know you," he stated.
I smiled, for real for the first time. "Thanks for the compliment."
I sighed and continued to pick at my sandwhich and drink my coffee. I really wasn't hungry, blame the Cullens for that. Normally I would have consumed this sandwhich plus 2 sides of fries.
I let out a little sigh, causing Seth to look up at me. "What's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing, just thinking about life," I stated looking at him.
"Ah, let me guess it's been hard?" he stated.
I nodded in agreement. Why did I feel so open to a person I barley know? Why did I feel like I wanted to be with him the whole time? Could I have?
"Seth!" I hear someone shout.
I turn and see a girl about 3 inches taller then me with short hair and tan skin and brown eyes.
"Yeah Leah?" he asked.
"Where have you been?" Leah asked.
"I've been talking to,Cira," he states.
"Nice to meet you," Leah said looking at me with interest.
"You're the girl that was adopted by the Cullens," she stated.
"Unfortunitely I was adopted by them, sucks I know," I stated with a bitter tint to my voice.
"Really? I thought they were loaded?" Leah said, studing my face for the next careful interest.
"Money doesn't interest me, what I really wanted was a family to call my own," I stated.
"Really, that's so sweet, you're family just abandoned you," I hear Paul's rude voice state.
I spun around and glared at Paul and said, "Do what little brain cells you have left, not allow you to have politeness and kindness?"
Paul growled and glared at me. "No, but you're family deserves what they got!"
That totally hurt my feelings, tears started to spill down from my eyes. I got up and payed my bill and left five for a tip and got the hell out of that cafe. Like a bat out of hell I ran to my car and trippedover my own shoelace, landing on my ass and my already healing leg. I could drink blood and heal it, but that would make me sicker then a dog! So I decided to let time heal it. I heal quicker then any human so I'm fine.
I winced and was about to stand up but Seth stuck his hand out offering to help me up. So I took his hand and he pulled me up.
"Sorry about Paul," he said with a bashful smile.
"'Sokay, you can't blame him, I mean I'm-" I was about to state when Leah cut me off.
"You're not like a cold blood, to us I mean," she stated.
"Thanks."
"I better get going," I stated walking off.
"Maybe we should hang out some time," Seth said.
"Maybe," was all I said, while I unlocked my car and headed towards Forks.
I sighed and stared at the road ahead of me. So I think I might have met some friends and made some enemys, that I wouldn't have if it wasn't for the Cullens? What did the Quellete Tribe and the Cullens Coven have against each other. What was there some treaty against them? Then Cullens would be killed or somehting? I don't know but what did that leave me? I mean I'm not exactly a Cullen and things like that.
My cellphone rang, it was Charlie.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Cira are you on your way home?" he asked.
"Yeah, I'm about five minutes from forks, what's up?" I asked.
"It's Bella, she's gone missing have you heard from her?" he asked.
My heart beat quickened. "Not that I say I have, when did she go missing?" I asked with confusion.
"She went Missing around 2 hours ago, I can't seem to find her," he stated.
"I'll see if I can find her, as soon as I get to your house, 'kay," I stated.
"Okay, see you then," he said hanging up.
Where were you Bella? I pondered as I headed towards forks...
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End of Part one:
A/N: I've decided to make this a multi-part story but still using the same function... Stay tune til next time.. I've also chosen Seth as Cira's mate. I don't know why they seemed to fit better then her and Embry, even though they're the same age. I guess Cira's a cougar, lol. Have a great day and thanks for reading and messing me and favoriting...
-Butterflyinc