Memories

genre: angst/romance

rating: T

main character: Shion Kaito ( did i get it backwards? ) and Kamui Gakupo

warning: shounen ai, angsty, songfic, based on the song, " the immoral memory, the lost memory," no Len (sorry to err...ya'll gakupoxlenxkaito fans? ? xD)

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Gakupo looked back into the memories he had, while staring at Kaito.

'The scene i've seen before

is dyed in sepia.'

Kaito didn't care. Looking up into the sky had become a habit for him.

'As I look up into the boring

sky, I can't help but sigh again

and again on the afternoon.'

The two then stared at each other with cold, dark eyes. So, emotionless and chilling, but who could blame them?

'I'd be crushed by the loneliness

and go crazy. Even the memories,

lies and truths I was deprived of.'

They had lost everything. They were tortured and confused. Will this madness ever fade away for them?

'Sinking my thoughts, time

passes cruelly without even

knowing why I'm here now.'

It was a long lusful wish for it to end.

'Just melting the heart, broken

into pieces without having feelings.'

The happiness from what seemed like a billion years ago, was dripped away from the rain. Yet, the other would appear in the indivdual's head.

'I can't recall something,

someone precious.'

It was wrong. they'll never be accepted. It was something to never be forgiven for.. But, yet...the feelings would never go away.

'Remember the impure

and sinful love. If I could

turn back time...'

Those times in the past...they were so light-hearted. Those smiles will probably never be seen again; it was aching to come out.

' I wanted to spend

the bright season I

spent with you once

again.'

The rain camouflaged the tears falling from the duet unknowingly. Why were they falling?

'Remember, though It's still

blank, why do tears roll down?'

The two walked off together without saying anything. Perhaps actions are better needed then words.

'Rushing through time, to

the place. Where is the

reason for this pain I can't

get rid of?'

Gakupo cornered Kaito to the wall and kissed him. The two battled for dominance and Gakupo won. In payback, Kaito grabbed a handful of purple hair and pulled it down as they kissed roughly.

'After untying wet hair and

exchanging kisses, you were

cruelly silent by the depths

of your eyes.'

The couple separated for the need of oxygen and they stared at each other. Talking wasn't needed to explain everything. In just a few seconds, they kissed once again, passionately.

' I promised eternity to

save you out of here.

Taken in by poison

as if noctambulous.'

They were in a moment of happiness that was forgotten. After being apart for so many years, the two lovers deserved it.

'Your profile was too bright to see.

The light dazzlingly shining is an

illusion.'

"Kaito...say my name..." Gakupo said through panting. "Mmm...Gakupo...Gakupo..." Kaito said as they started kissing again.

Gakupo and Kaito walked home holding hands. The feeling was so sweet and bitter at the same time.

'Remember, wishing the threads

of the linked tie to be tied

someday.'

As one, they fell on the bed. They knew what they were about to do could affect everyone around them. And...themselves...They knew that. But, even if they would never be accepted, they would always have each other. Always. No matter what.

'Even if I know it would be

a sin. Remember, falling

into the darkness.'

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(A/N: yea sorry if it sucked. I don't rlly do songifcs much. I just done it cuz I was bored. review! :D oh and sorry err...threesome fans? xD)