(A/N) I just finished volume 10 of Fruits Basket. Yuki did it. He kissed her!! DAMN YUKI!!! Kyo belongs with Tohru!! Not you, you filthy rat!! (lol, I don't hate Yuki, it just appears that way. Plus I'm feeling very Kyo-ish right now).
Anyway, this is an angsty sort-of-one-shot. It started out as a poem, but… it came out more of a thought process from Kyo's pov. Hope it turned out okay!!
I do not own anything from Fruits Basket. Just the crappy one-shot-ish thing below.
When I look at her… everything stops.
Those eyes, her touch…
Her voice, telling me everything is alright.
Never thought… I'd hear those words
I've longed to hear all my life.
My mother didn't love me;
My father despises me;
Akito scares me;
But she…
But she…
…
But he…
He is here. The rat.
He ruins everything.
I can never beat him, not even now.
And now…
He steals this too.
Prince Charming, they call him.
And me? What am I?
A cat.
A cursed cat.
Not even a cat. A demon.
A monster.
…
Why the hell can't I do it?!
Why can't I-
Talk to her-
Tell her-
Love her like I want to so desperately?!
I'm-
Weak-
Cowardly-
Wretched!! I don't deserve to live!
Everything comes out wrong!
I hurt her, with my own claws!
Sure, I was a monster-
But I hadn't lost control of my body, had I?!
While he…!
So perfect… he knows-
What to do-
What to say-
How to feel…!
Pathetic!
I'm pathetic!!
I… I hate him!
But…
I hate myself more…
Aw hell…
…
Live just doesn't work for me.
How I was born…
Cursed…
Alone…
Alone forever…
I… I just can't tell her.
…
I can't curse her.
Can't push my fate on her.
…
Let her fall in love with damn Prince Charming.
And just let me die.
Let me stay in this place forever.
This place of-
Pain-
Terror-
Agony-
Lonliness-
Hatred-
Shame-
Damnation-
Torcher-
Sadness-
Grief-
Bitterness-
Regret…
Where I was always meant to be.
Alone.
And it's all that damn rat's fault!
Well…
Maybe it's mine.
(A/N) TT-TT
I really hope he ends up with Tohru…
Now I'm going to go steal volume 11 from my friend.
No, I don't mean borrow. I mean steal.
Either that or badger her until she gives it up willingly.
Oh! Please review! And, if you're looking for something more… fluffy, go on over and check out my story "Intoxicated Truths" about Kyo… and catnip ^.^
Thanks for reading!!