Deception

By: Death Chaos and Fear

Prologue

            She looked at him, as he walked away. Walking away from reality, walking away from shelter, walking away from his family. She clutched onto her glock until her knuckles turned white. It was tearing her up inside. The pain was too much.

           " Stupid, idiot." She mumbled to her self as he walked farther from her grasp. She slowly lifted the gun in the air; trying to hold back the tears that were trying to cascade down her cheeks.
            Idiot. Bang.
            Selfish bastard. Bang.

I hate you. Bang.

Stay! Bang.

Please? Bang.

She slowly held the gun down, looking at him walk to his death. She knew that he would never come back after the first shot, but she just wanted to do it. Release her anger, her sadness, and her guilt.

Faye leaned against the cold metal wall of the now quiet ship and looked at the void. Spike was gone, and he was gone. She collapsed on to the floor and let her pain flow freely. She cried. Those tears were not only for the pain Spike's decision caused her; it was for the pain she caused him. She was a devil's advocate, and it made her feel sick inside.
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AN: This fic is a totally different fic. Weird and all of the above. Its basically an AU because Faye's past never happened.

Pairings: Spike x Faye | some Vicious x Faye