Disclaimer!
Based off of the song "Six Degrees of Separation" by The Script
Also Alec x Magnus and the shadowhunter world doesn't belong to me it belongs to Cassandra Clare.
You're doing all these things out of desperation,
Ohhh woah,
You're going through Six Degrees of Separation…
First, you think the worst is a broken heart
Alec felt his knees buckle as he collapsed against the wall watching the retreating figure walk away…out of sight, out of his life forever.
His lips felt like fire, the taste of their last kiss still on his lips. He didn't have the strength to wipe the tears as they fell freely from his eyes.
Alec felt a sharp pain in his chest making it hard to breath. Alec took a deep breath and tried to calm down and breathe, his breath coming out ragged and shallow, making him panic.
His body shook, sobs racking through his body echoing through the deserted place.
Alec shouted in frustration hitting the wall with every scream. He didn't know how long he just stood there but it was long enough for him to scream his throat raw.
He shivered feeling the cold air seeping through him, making his breath come out in little puffs of white air.
He wrapped his jacket against him tighter the cold making him feel numb, his mind finally coming to terms about what just happened.
Through the clutter of thoughts, Alec realized he was missing his light, his warmth and the only steady thing in his life. To translate it he was missing Magnus.
It was his first relationship and he hadn't expected it to last forever. He was completely foreign to love and he didn't expect to find his one true love the first try.
He hadn't really expected anything from dating Magnus.
But now he was expecting the Warlock to come back to him. To take him into his arms and kiss him until Alec couldn't feel the pain in his chest anymore.
He expected the coffee to be hot and Chairman Meow to be sleeping on the couch when he came home to their apartment in Brooklyn.
He expected to walk hand in hand through New York feeling like the luckiest person in the world.
He expected to fall asleep intertwined with each other.
He expected to wake up to green cat eyes and messy hair feeling Magnus's lips on his.
He expected to get over his first love and first break up like nothing ever happened.
If the worst part of a break up is a broken heart than Alec was determined to fix it. He would move on. He would find someone else. He would be okay.
But there was something bothering him, a stray thought floating around his head that he tried hard to ignore but wouldn't go away.
"What if the person who broke your heart was the only one that could fix it?"
Sorry for the extremely short chapter but if you haven't noticed by now every degree has its own chapter/ own story line
:D I'll update soon, thanks for the support!