hi all the cool people out there! Im totally bored so i decided to write a One Shot song fic,
kennys POV.
Song: breaking the habit by Linkin Park (I'm big on them at the moment)
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Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again
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I'm sitting on my bed, my face stained with tears, listening to yet another argument downstairs.
They do this every night, dad gets drunk, mom gets angry, the yelling starts. Sometimes I get
involved, not that I want to, it just happens.
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I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
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Its unfair, all the guys have great lives, Stan has a girlfriend and his parents love him. Kyle has a little brother who he gets along with and although his mom is a bitch she and his dad care a lot about him. Even Cartman, his mom spoils him rotten, I guess it pays to be a crack whore. I on the other hand have nothing, no one to care for me, and nothing to live for.
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I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight
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"KENNY! KENNY GET DOWN HERE NOW!" my dad shouts, I nervously stand up and go over to the door.
Opening it, I see my little sister crying on the landing, I bend down and give her a hug,
reassuring her it will be ok. I start to descend the stairs, my heart beating fast, as I reach
the bottom I see my parents in the living room, still yelling bloody murder. "y-yes?" I ask
quietly, my dad turns to me "what do you want you little shit?" he slurs, "y-you wanted to see
me" I said nervously. "NO I DIDN'T! GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!" he hits me round the face, I run
upstairs crying and into my room, I lock the door behind me.
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Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
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He does that a lot, he tells me to come down then denys he did it.
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I dont want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
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I hate him, I hate my life, I want it all to end, and I'm going to end it - tonight. No one would miss me if I died
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I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight
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He always told me I was a dissapointment, a waste of food, I'm the one to blame, I should have been successful like Kevin.
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I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends
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I walk over to my broken window and break off a peice of glass. As I hold it to my wrist, I think about all the stuff he has put me through. The glass slits through my skin, my tears fall and mingle with the fresh blood. I die in my room, my blood stains the carpet, a sick reminder of all the pain they put me through...
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I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight
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I cried while writing this, Kennys parents are like mine and i know how horrible it feels.
the least you could do is review my story after i spent all this time (7 minuites) writing it for all you shmexy people.