Jealousy
(Shadowcluck Yuck's POV)
Chapter 1: Not again...
Yuck's POV
I walked down the sidewalk to my usual hideout. I sighed. Why did I have to do this? Why? It was creepy. But ever since my last attack on Yin and Yang I was tired. Tired of attacking, tired of being attacked. And now I became what I hated the most: A stalker.
I would watch for hours at the window of her room, how she smiled when she was happy, how she laughed at something funny and how her eyes sparkled with life and joy. But often I also saw her crying, her beautiful eyes drowned in tears, her smile didn't appear. At those times, I wished to just rush to her side and comfort her, to tell her it's alright, to tell her she will never be alone. But if I did do what my heart desired, she'd attack me and be aware that I'm not gone... This way I can at least look at her from distance and be with her in my dreams. All of her boyfriends or admires weren't right for her... and I knew the same went to me. I had been horrible to her and even if we weren't enemies, she could never see in her heart and see forgiveness.
Anyways, that one day I went to her house I had to stop in my tracks, because I saw her talking to that... that... chicken! He had always been a thorn in my flesh. How he looked at her... how he could talk to her normally...he just didn't deserve it. Sadly, I couldn't understand a word from them, but I saw enough. Suddenly the chicken, I know under the name Coop, made a yellow aura around him and turned well... better looking. I remembered what happened last time at this. She was hurt by this side of Coop. Of course I saw it, everyone saw it. And that's when I started hating that chicken more than before. So I thought it was too late again, but Yin didn't even grin, she said something and closed the door. One second later the chicken broke through the wall and I could see through the hole that he explained something to her. I was ready to jump him at any minute.
But then Yin suddenly turned all lovey again and hugged him and he, of course, hugged back.
My stomach turned upside down, my heart stabbed itself. I felt tears forming in my eyes and felt vomit coming up my throat, not because I thought it was sickening, but because it hurt, because this was the greatest pain I've ever felt... I was able to keep it in and ran for it, I just ran like the devil himself was chasing me. I ran and ran for what seemed like hours. Then I stopped and collapsed under a tree, crying. I never cried, especially not this much, but now it just had to come out, all the hurt all the pain, it came through my tears.
And as I curled to a ball under the tree, I cried myself into sleep...
….*goes hiding* I know I didn't upload or update anything for long, but I never forgot! This is y new thing while I'll keep my break from the other one.
If I don't get many comments I won't continue
R&R^^