So… -cough- this is a song thing I wrote that is… not supposed to be a fanfic kinda thing… buuuut… I was thinking, and it fits my fma fancharacter Alex really well. Not as well as Bring Me to Life by Evanescence (... or... maybe more...)… Everytime I see an fma amv to that song, it bugs me because yeah… they don't mean it in the way it's meant to be… uhh meant… and it fits Alexia so well -cough- Anyway… This song fits her in so many ways, and it actually fits her in every part of the song (amazingly)… and it was like… just when she was recovering, she like… -kapoof-… yes, but that would spoil story (man, I really need to write this thing…), so I'm stopping… just read and whatever and review if you've read my other stuff and know who Alex IS…
Hidden Shadows
Am I afraid of the lies that surround me,
Or do I try to pretend that I believe them,
Or am I just too confused to see the truth?
As I step forward the lies begin to engulf me
I'm drowning, yet gasping for air,
And I don't even know whether I'm still screaming
I'm lost in the lies,
And I'm lost in my mind,
And I'm lost in my life,
And I don't know who could ever save me from this madness
I want to back into the shadows to escape,
But every flicker of shadow makes me long for light.
And I still don't know myself; I'll never understand...
And I'm lost in the lies,
And I'm lost in my mind,
And I'm lost in my life,
And I don't know who could ever save me from this madness
And when I think I've found my place in the light
I fall back, and as I bleed and scream
I realize I was in shadow all along
And I'll never find the light
I'm lost in the lies,
And I'm lost in my mind,
And I'm lost in my life...
And I'm lost in the lies,
And I'm lost in my mind,
And I'm lost in my life...
And I'll never find the light