Will I Ever Reach You?

by Shai Moe

"So that's why people captivated by you." She was astounded. Her cheeks felt hot and reached her forehead where he flicked earlier. She can't understand what he meant by his statement, confused. She opens her mouth to ask but taken aback of what he said before she did. "What a heartless little girl." Half smiled and half smirked, Natsume then trailed off #4 #PLEASE R&R! v

1. Chapter 1

Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice.

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Will I Ever Reach You?

By: Shai Moe

Chapter 1

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I was resting down under a big sakura tree that covers me from the warm sunlight. The soothing wind touches my pale skin. I squint and stared at the sky. Cotton clouds were scattered in an azure blue sky. It reminds me of her favorite food Howalons. Hn.

Her, Mikan Sakura. The girl that changed my life. She was different, interesting. I remember her warm smile she wears every day, her kindness to everyone and how she sometimes went amok at time when she's pissed. I smirk when I remember those silly things about her,

but deep inside her she was suppressing something. Something that was different that only few would notice.

I saw her hazel eyes at that time. It was like she was yearning for something. She was lonely and I can't do anything. I don't know why but myself was troubling and confused.

Inside me was like a knife that was digging deeper and deeper into an abyss that kills me and I don't know how to stop it. At first, I thought of such scientific terms that would describe of what I'm feeling but then this isn't a first grade science that can be explained. I'm so stupid to use such scientific just to describe this and I now think I'm an idiot but Oi! I never called myself stupid nor idiot.

This isn't me at all. God, I'm insane.

In the end I found the answer. I asked myself

Why? Why her? Why at this time at this place, in this world?

Yes, I'm in love. I love her. I admire her. I want her…. badly.

With that I conclude that admiration is the emotion furthest from understanding. But this should stop, this emotion that causes me this eternal suffering. Every time I look at her I just can't stand myself with her hand intertwined another man. With a white gold ring in her left middle finger.

Yes, she's engaged.

Even though I want her that bad. I can't. I just can't. Why?

Because she's my Master

And I'm her Butler... being together with her is impossible.

She is a royal blood the Crown Princess, the future Empress of Tokyo. The one who'll be ruling for the sake of our country. The one that admired by her people. The one who protects from other country. The one that I've been watching from afar. The one that my heart was yearning for. The one that makes me insane. The one that changed me. The one that I only loved for my whole life.

We have two different worlds. She's the sky and I'm the ground. I'll always look up but can never reach her. Nevertheless, There is only thing I can do. As her Butler, I must serve her with loyalty but one thing is that I'm crossed into a path that is forbidden.

Now you hear me. This sounds like a hopeless Natsume Hyuuga. Do she feel the same? Can I ever reach her? Maybe or maybe not.

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Ja~

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